For the first time (one-shot)

Dahil first time ko lang magsulat ng short story.

 Gawa-gawa lamang ang istorya at pawang imahinasyon lamang ng author ang mga nakasulat dito. Ang anumang pangalan, lugar, at pangyayari na may kapareho ay hindi sinasadya at nagkataon lamang. Mahigpit na ipinagbabawal ang pagkopya.

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Strolling at the park with the most beautiful woman in my life. We held each other's hand while staring at the beautiful night sky. It was full of stars tonight and I think it was pretty cool to be that way. I was with the perfect person at the perfect time and place. Not even words can explain the wondrous feeling I am currently experiencing right now. I don't want to let her go, I don't want this night to end, I don't want to wake up in the morning without her by my side but I guess she doesn't want what I want. 

She slowly pulls her hand from me and tiny clear fluid is slowly bursting from her precious eyes. She was saying something I don't quite understand. Nearly because I don't want to understand it. All this time, the perfect moment I thought was starting to be a nightmare. A nightmare I don't want to remember again. I hope this was just another dream that I have. I don't want any of this to be real. She said, she just wants me to be happy that's why she's letting me go. I don't believe her, it was so surreal. I....I don't know what to say. I was dumb founded in the middle of the park with the stars staring at me, seeing everything that had happened. Seeing how dumb I am. 

The last thing I remembered was her small silhouette figure, was running away from me. I reach my hand thinking I might catch her. 

A few years had passed, and I can't definitely say that I'd forgotten what happened that night. Though I have my own family and wife now, there's just something inside me, a hole I guess. Maybe that is the thing why I can't move on. She didn't tell me the exact reason why she left me. 

One day I decided to go for a walk and my feet was starting to go to the park where I last saw her. I'm not thinking that I might bump at her or what. I keep on walking for a few minutes and then I saw her. I was shocked, my feet I.... I can't move it. Then it hit me. I think I knew why she'd left me. But after all those heartbreaks, all the torments and misery that haunted me for years were suddenly wiped out. I just feel the feeling that we're meeting For the first time.