That night I woke up screaming. I don't know where I was so I got up and started to run. I didn't know where I was going all I wanted to do was get out of there. It was a big dark room and after a lot of running in the dark I saw a light. A street light. I was outside then I heard a plane. It was coming towards me so I started running...again.
After a while of running it crashed so I turned around and went over to it. My parents where laying there silent and breathless almost as if they where dead. Then I woke up and remembered...they are dead. I started cry while also realizing it was a dream.
What do I do with my life now. My parents are gone. I hate my brother. My best friend is now to busy with her new boyfriend johnny. Well, I guess I have dally but are we actually dating? It was one kiss so I guess not. I'm very confused by all this. Dally, my parents, Even my brother. Do I stay with him? Do I find somewhere else to stay? What do I do?
I didn't want to get out of bed at all today. Until I was practically made to because there was a knock at the door. I got out of bed and got the door. It was soda my new best friend. I feel like I can trust him with anything so I'm glad he came over.
I didn't say much while he was over besides telling him my dream. He looked like he was worried about me. "So how are you doing? You know with dealing with all of this?" I was afraid he'd ask that. "Uh...not very well. I didn't want to get out if bed." "Yeah that makes sense. I'm glad I got you out though." I'm not but I didn't want him to know that. "Yeah me too..." Then I was quite for the rest of the time while he talked his head off.
After a while he left and I was all alone again. Randy had to go out somewhere this morning. So I got dressed and headed out for a walk to think. I was think about a lot sometimes I'd talk aloud and people would stare. I whispered "I moved to a new town and a new school and it hasn't brought any good in my life. I guess dally was good but we aren't even dating and it was one kiss. Maybe I talked to much and that was the only reason he kissed me. Maybe he doesn't even like me and he just wanted me to shut up. We haven't even had a long conversation or anything." I stopped thinking out load cause I was getting stared at a lot so I headed home.
I walked in and sat down on the couch and turned on the tv. Nothing interesting was on so I watched the news. I wasn't even paying attention to the TV cause I remember that dream I had. It was weird and like no other dream I've had before. All it was, was a bunch of running to no where. But when I got somewhere it was like a flashback to what happened the other day. I don't want to be reminded of it again I just want to forget everything that happened...but I can't it happened and I won't forget it. Ever.
