Hated...

Overprotective

Ashley's POV

Louis said goodnight as I layed and watched TV around 12'o clock I still wasn't tired I got up and switched off the TV and went upstairs to my room .........and zayns since we're sharing I walked in and shut the door I saw zayn in the balcony I made my way to him as I stood next to him "ello" o said in a happy tone zayn looked at me then pinned me to the wall "did he touch you or even kiss you?" he asked "zayn who? .." louis" he said "no we just hanged out" I said looking into his brown eyes "I don't want you near him he's can make a way of getting you to be his" he replied "zayn he won't do that he's a nice guy" I said "see you already like him" .......... I took a deep breath as I slipped from his grip and went into the bathroom I changed into my pjs and went to bed I felt

Zayn on the bed with me I didn't even want to look at him god his so overprotective around 2'oclock I was still awake I wasn't tired at all with all the jumping with Louis I heard a phone viberate as I got up and checked who's I looked at mine but it was zayns I picked his phone up and unlocked it had a message from........from...... p..perrie? what did she want I opened the message as it said "awh baby come over at the back guest house we can make love there come fast I'm getting wet" my fist clenched as I gritted my teeth ....... I read all the texts and noticed that they haven't even stopped talking from the day I saw Niall and perrie......in bed .... the tears were threatening to drip as I got up and switched the lights on "zayn I said my voice cracking "ZAYN" I yelled "huh what is it babe" he said "don't you call me babe why don't you go have sex with your babe huh?" I said through my gritted teeth

"What are you saying?" he asked sitting up i threw his phone on the bed as he stared at the phone then me ....." I can explain" he said "explain what" I said I saw Louis and the gang by the door "I'm still in love with Perrie ...... but I'll dump her coz I love you so much" he said coming close to me ......"bullshit" I replied "c'mon give me a chance" he said I turned around and punched the wall causing a whole in it "I'm never gonna trust a person like you ever again....... I don't even know if I could trust anyone from today on wards ........"please Ashley" he said "what do you have to say for yourself" I asked "i'll find the words to say before you leave me today" he said "well too bad huh I already left you before you even found your damn words to say......... it's over" I walked out and went to the beach I sat on the bench as the tears streamed down my face ..... I covered my face with my hands as I heard someone walking I got up to see a familier blonde on his knees hitting the sand ground with his fists he looked at me as he just sat there I walked up to him "a..a..are you ..okay? I asked "no he said tears dripping I sat next to him in silence as I pulled him close and hugged him he pulled out of the hug as I stared into his baby blue eyes but now it's was dark blue .....he was broken he told me he read the texts of zayn and Perrie and found her naked in the quest room...... "Ashley I didn't have sex with her I'm telling the truth" he said intertwining out hands "what do you mean?" I asked "I was just shirtless when you saw me I don't know about Perrie but I did not have it with her" he said "but why she's the most beautiful girl on earth and not one guy wouldn't have sex with her ...." I said looking down ....

He raised my head up and looked into his eyes "I didn't do it because the only beautiful girl I see here is you and it's only you ..... no one else compares to you" I smiled at him "your like an angel- with a devils heart I said cutting him off..... he looked up and shook his head no your like an angel that came by and took me to heaven I smiled "I gotta go Niall wanna hang tommorow?" I asked "sure he said walking away I sat there as the tears streamed down my face "Ashley I heard someone say it was zayn "just hear me out please" I nodded my head "ash I love you so much it's just that I slept with Perrie BEACAUSE you didn't want to have sex with me" I stood there frozen

"Your saying I'm just like a sex slave" I said backing away "yeah" he whispered "zayn ...i..i trusted you and you took it away every second I spent with you is gone to waste now and the nights you used to hold me close it's just all gone why... zayn why I'm not a damn toy you can just throw around I can't fix all the parts of me when I'm broken ... you don't even fix me when I'm in pieces by far of all I'm still in love with Niall he was the only person who picked up all my pieces till he was bleeding if that will make him mine ...and you your nothing to me from this day on I hate you zayn ..I hate you