Harry Styles Imgines

Nightmare

"Y-you don't mean it Harry." I said looking at my boyfriend wide eyed. He chuckled. "Of course I do, come on. You are actually whiny and I mean WHINY. You do cry a lot. I didn't say anything that is not true " I was breathing shallowly just staring at him in disbelief. I needed to get out of here. "O-OK." "See." Harry said turning away from the TV and pointing at me. "Even now you act as you were about to cry." I swollowed the gulp in my throat and turned towards the door walking out. I didn't know where, I didn't have anywhere to go, no friends leaving close enough to go to them. Family in different town. No home. THIS was my home. I bit my lip closing the door behind me. It was my home one day, but not anymore. "Where the fuck do you think you're going?!" I heard Harry's low voice as he spinned me around dragging me back home. "F-for a walk.." He shut the door throwing me in the kitchen so I fell on my stomach. I turned towards him scared and astonished. "H-Harry?" I felt strong slap on my cheek. "Shut the fuck up! Why are you keep talking?! Don't you understand how increadibly annoying is your voice?! I fucking hate you!" I widened my eyes shaking my head and crawling backwards. "You don't mean it.. Harry, you don't m-mean-" Another hard slap making me spit a little blood. "Please stop." U said feeling third slap. "SHUT UP YOU FUCKING WHORE!" Harry yelled causing more tears to fall. "I can't believe I stayed with you whole year for sex. It wasn't even fucking good." I froze. "F-for sex?.." He turned around chuckling. "What? You thought someone could actually care about you? Please. Whiny bitch." With that he left leaving me shaking and sobbing at the kitchen floor listening to his words on repeat in my head. Suddenly as in trans I got up and headed to the bathroom. I opened up the cabinet with medicines and quickly emptied whole bottle of sleeping pills. "Whiny bitch." I heard Harry saying and when I looked up I saw him leaning on the door frame. "Pathetic." He said taking in all the view and leaving. Leaving me dizzy, with lacking vision. I couldn't even hate him- in the end I was just a whiny bitch. My breath slowed down as I closed my eyes and lied completely on the floor. And then there was a darkness.
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"Y/N, wake up! Baby wake up!" I heard a voice next to me and I opened my eyes revealing messy haired and worried Harry. I was breating heavily taking in my surrounding. I was in our bedroom, in our bed. It was a nightmare. "Y/N, shh, it's OK, I'm here, it was just a nightmare." Harry cooed me rocking me back and forth as I tried to stop trembling. I wrapped my own hands around his, kissing his arm. "I love you, you know. I know I'm whiny and I cry a lot, that it bothers you and you hate it, but I do love you with everything that I have." I feel Harry stopping his movements and tensing up. I closed my eyes, afraid that my dream was just about to become reality. "But if you ever want to leave, cause you can't stand me anymore, I will understand. I know how I am and living with me is horrible budron to bear.." Harry cut me off pulling away as jumping with worried expression all over my face. "Love... What are you talking about?..." I took in shaky breath and he shook his head putting his forehead against mine. "Y/N, I love you. I love you with all my existance. I don't want to leave you, ever. Yes, you are whiny and you cry a lot.." I closed my eyes afraid of this words. "...but I'm rude when I drink and I never help you with householding, yell at you for things you didn't do and I am clingy. We BOTH have our problems, but I love you with them. They will not be the reason I leave. Ever. Alright?" I opened my eyes seeing his piercing green eyes looking into mine. With love. I nodded straddling him and hugging as he drove small lines in my lower back. "What did you dream about? What got you so worried?" I closed me eyes inhaling him into my system and slowly but very specificaly I told him my dream. When I finished I felt him pull me away cupping my cheeks and whiping my tears away. "Y/N, love. You know it was bullshit, right? I wouldn't do that. I wouldn't let you do that to youself, I wouldn't just watch. I love you, baby. I am in love with you." I nodded hiding my chin in the croak of his neck. "I love you, Harry." He slowly lied back with me on top of his, keeping me still when I wanted to move to his side. "Not a chance, my love. You're staying right here, on my heart, where I can protect you from the fears." I nodded slowly falling into sleep. "I will never let you go Y/N." Sleepily I kissed his skin. "I will always be by your side Harry."