Roommate part 3

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I stared at him wide-eyed. "How.. I mean.. What the fuck Harry!" I shoot up yelling at him as he just sighed and looked down. "You cried do badly, you felt so horrible that I assumed that I'd be easier if you just forget about him, if the situation was so fucked up. And all of his texts were only a reminder to you.." He whispered quiltyly. "Harry, you have no right to do that! Especially back then! We didn't even knew each other back then!" I yelled astonished. "How could you?!" He stayed silent. "What NOW you got all quiet?! Answer me, Styles!" He still stayed silent making me laugh very unpleasently. "Of course. Great." I said grabbing my bag and throwing in some things to change. "Where.. Where are you going?" Harry asked sounding broken. "To Jason." He got up as I put my hand at the knob. "Y/N, please.. I am sorry." I closed my eyes shaking my head. "What does it change, Harry? I probably lost my best friend. Because of you and there is nothing you can do about it. I can't look at you even right now. I'm done. We're done." With this words I left, but as I was to close the door I heard him sob. I made this. I made him cry. I closed the door and heard Harry literally burst in tears sobbing harder with every second. I put my back against the door and slid down. I couldn't stand how hard he cried, but I didn't know what I should do. I needed advice. I closed me eyes and decided to humiliate myself. I dialed the number. "Y/N." I heard his voice and felt tears coming up. "He deleted all of your texts Jason. He did it behind my back." "OK. So what now?" Jason knew I had a problem, so I called him. He always knew. "I don't know. I confronted him and he admitted. I can hear him cry his eyes out. I.. I don't know what to do." I cried by now. There was a silence for couple of seconds. "You know why I picked up phone from you?" "N-no." I stuttered. "Becuse even if it was you ignoring me,which I am glad wasn't the case, I still care about you. Y/N, if one mistake would cross out the relationship it wouldn't be worth trying. Look how many times Melody fucked things up. Even with you. But I am still with her and as much as I love you and I can't choose between the two of you if you asked me to break up with her, I wouldn't. She fucked up, but she is my love. You get the point kiddo?" I smiled softly. "How did you know we were together?" "Would you call me otherwise silly?" "No." I said still smiling. "Than go back to your boy and do what you wanted to do from the start just needed to hear it from me." "OK." I whispered softly. "I love you Jason." "I love, you too sissy." I ended the phone call, whiping my tears away and turned towards the door. Slowly I opened the door seeing Harry curled up at his bed with bloodshoot, puffed eyes crying hardly. He didn't realize I was there, he was with someone on the phone. "Mum, there is no point. I once said the truth and it backfired. She hates me, I hate myself for this. Saying all the rest is not going to bring me her back. I-i.." He broke again as I heard his mum trying to calm him down. I felt my eyes getting glossy at his words, so I cleared my throat a little to gain his attention. He lookedat me frightened and sat up. "Mum, I gotta go. I.. She's- she's here." He nodded and I could swear I heard "Harry, tell her." before she hung up. I walked over to his bed sitting next to him, his eyes still letting go of the tears. I lifted my hand up and whipe his tears away carresing his cheek. It melted my heart as he leaned into my touch. Suddenly he opened his eyes and moved away from me. "Don't do this. I know you hate me, please don't to this, it hurts too much" He mumbled cryingly. "Harry, I.." I started but he shook his head. "I am sorry. I am and.." I rolled my eyes and threw myself at him kissing him strongly. I felt his arms wrapp around my waist as he pulled me even closer. We made out for couple of minutes before I didn't pull away. "Harry..." "I love you Y/N." He blurted out taking me off guard. I sat up so did he. I smiled widely. "I love y-" He covered me mouth before I could speak looking sadder than ever. "Don't say that." I furrowed. "Don't say that, cause when I will finish what I need to tell you you will hate me for the rest of your life." I shook my head. "Harry, there is nothing you could-" "Please." He said and I rolled my eyes. "Fine." I grabbed his hand and didn't let him take it away. He sighed. "I... I didn't move in with you cause there was no other places. I did it cause my sister's friend study here and she told me this was a good room. And that I could help her out a but if I moved in with you." I furrowed not understanding, but Harry didn't see that. He was speaking with his eyes closed, tears brimming down his face. I lifted my hand whiping his tears away making him cry even more, so I just left my hand there, trying to calm him down. "My sister's friend's name is Melody and she's Jason's girlfriend." I froze. Slowly I lowered my hand causing him to break bit more. "You were spying on me?" I asked in disbelief as he opened his eyes. Full of guilt and regret. He nodded unable to speak. "I'm sorry.." He whispered as I tried to process. "How long?" He lowered his head. "Till the day you broke the contact with him. When you told me he was your family. I called her telling her I was done with it. I had a part in breaking you the same time when I was falling for you." He looked up at me. "Y/N, I swear, all he had was real. Very real. The first kiss was real. I do love you, I am sorry." He said taking away his hand and putting his diary into my hands. He said taking away his hand and putting his diary into my hands. "There. It is all in there, please read it. I want you to have it." I furrowed. "What?" "I'll move out tomorrow. I..." He sighed getting up and trying to calm himself. "I am sorry." I looked at the diary. What should I do. My thoughts went towards Jason. I threw his diary away seeing Harry getting smaller at my gesture. I walked over to him. "Do you love me?" I asked quietly. He nodded crying. "I do." I swollowed the gulp in my throat. "Cause I do love you." I said wrapping my arms around his torso seeing him widening his eyes. "And I forgive you, cause you deserve to be forgiven." He slowly put one hand on my neck other on my back closing me in his embrance burrying his head in my neck. "Are you sure?" I nodded into his chest. "Harry Styles. I love you and I am not giving up on you." He pulled away crashing my lips on his. "I love you. So much." "So." I said smiling whiping his tears away. "Will you become my roommate again?"

Sorry for the delay, I completely forgot I didn't upload last part of the story, enjoy!

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 16, 2016 ⏰

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