I'm so so sooooo sorry for not updating in forever. School has been so stressful and I'm a horrible person
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Hope's P.O.V
It was Saturday morning and I had absolutely nothing to do. Vanessa was spending the day with family and Jocelyn was with Zayn. She told me everything about last night,all I can say it that I should judge so quickly.
I glanced at the clock and realized it was only eleven in the morning. "I'll just go out for a walk." I got up and changed into something more appropriate for a walk in the park. I tied my hair up into a messy bun and headed out the door.
Today was actually a really nice day I smiled to myself. I continued walking when suddenly a huge person bumped into me. "Watch where you're going." I knew that voice,I recognized it instantly. Harry.
I gave him a look and started to walk away. "Yeah good choice." He muttered to himself. I turned myself back around and faced him. He was a lot taller than I was but I didn't find that intimidating at all.
"Listen I don't know what you're problem is with me but you don't have to he such a jerk all the time,I've never done anything wrong to you and yet you treat me like I'm shit."
His eyes softened. It almost seemed at if he felt bad? "I'm sorry." Was all he said. I was astonished at first never would I have thought I'd hear Harry Styles apologize.
"I-it's alright." I stuttered. We both just stood there awkwardly staring at the ground.
"Hey listen,about the other night I was drunk I wasn't aware of what I was saying or doing."
Ouch. That hurt, so all the things he said to me it was all because he wasn't sober. He must've noticed my expression because he interrupted my thoughts.
"But when I did say you were different from the other girls I really did mean it." He looked away acting as if he never said that. I couldn't help but smile ? No way was Harry making me smile.
"Wipe the smirk off your face." He said a little harsh. I rolled my eyes. "And here we go again,what's your problem what did I do to make you hate me so much?"
He sighed. "I don't exactly hate you I guess but I don't like you either." I didn't know why. What have I done to make him not like me, not that it was bothering me or anything.
"Why not." I asked as if it didn't really matter. He just gave me a look as if I should know why." Well for one you act like you're perfect or something and you treat people like their below you. And you have a perfect life you don't know how it feels to to struggle."
I looked at him, he knows nothing about me or my past. "You know you shouldn't be so quick to judge, I actually do not act like I'm perfect and I'm no where near it either. If I treat people like their below me why do I help and volunteer cancer patients and help donate to the less fortunate? Also I don't have a perfect life while I was growing up my father abused my mom he was an alcoholic and soon got arrested. I didn't have as much money as the other kids and I got bullied for it."
I tried hard to prevent the tears from falling. "Hope. I-I sorry." Was all he could say. I began to walk away for the second time.
"You know my father abandoned us as well." I looked at him, he had a sad expression. I've never seen this side of Harry. He seemed so vulnerable.
"I use to drink and smoke away the pain in the past but I stopped eventually." He continued to speak. I couldn't believe he was opening up to me.
"I use to cut." I stared at the ground. He took my arms and lifted my sleeves up and looked at the scars. He stared into my eyes. We stared into each others eyes,it felt like hours as we continues to stare. His eyes were such a beautiful emerald color.
"Don't ever do something like that to yourself. Don't let anyone have the satisfaction of seeing you hurt. He's an idiot for what he's done to the two of you." He spoke quietly. The words he spoke made my heart melt.
"Look, let's at least try and be friends yeah ?" He asked. I smiled. "Alright." We both walked together silently for a few minutes. "So why aren't you with your crew today he chuckled lightly?" His laugh was so beautiful I wish id get to see it more often. His dimples were in sight and I had to fight the urge not to poke them.
"They're busy." I answered simply. "Well you wanna go and get something to eat?" He asked in a flat tone. "Sure but loose the attitude." He gave me a look a rolled his eyes. "Whatever."
We continued walking and talking about the past. I grew more and more amazed as he told me stories about his tattoos.
"We're here." He said suddenly. I looked in front of me and saw a tiny
Baker. I laughed. "A bakery?" He responded by grabbing me by the waist and leading me inside.
He motioned me to sit down and I waited as he ordered some things. "So,what do you plan on becoming in the future." He asked seeming very interested.
"Well I was hoping a pediatric nurse. I love working with little kids and I find that adorable and I don't think I can pull off becoming a pediatrician because that's just too much work." I chuckled lightly. "What about you?"
I shrugged and smiled. He got up an walked towards the counter and walked back to our table. He put a plate in between the two of us. He handed me a cookie.
I scrunched my nose. "Cranberry cookie?" I said in a disgusted tone?
"Just try it,it's amazing." He smiled and too one himself and ate it in one bite.
I took a bite out of it. "Mmm,this is actually really good." I continued chewing. "I know right." He laughed. I couldn't help myself. I poked his dimple.
"What the hell are you going." He asked confused. "I'm feeling your dimple." I said with a straight and serious face. He bursted out laughing and everyone at the bakery stared.
His laugh caused me to smile. "You should laugh more often." He threw a cookie at my face. This was a side of Harry I really liked. "You're not as bad as I thought Moran." He chuckled again. This is not something I expected.
Harry's P.O.V
I was wrong about Hope. She's really not what I expected. I thought she'd be annoying. The only thing I've liked about her before was that she wasn't like the other girls falling for me she was different. But in general I didn't like her at all,now that I've gotten to know her better I see that this is something I had not expected.
I stared into her light brown eyes as she talked and laughed,I smiled watching her. She was definitely something.
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