♡ Does it hurts ? ( Modern Rivamika AU ) [ ON HOLD ]

Chap 3 ♡

✧ Flashback to 5 years ago ✧
I entered the library and quickly sat down on a chair. I grabbed a book from one of the tall bookshelves, I began to read it without any hesitation.

There were several pictures in the book, oh how interesting. I flipped through the pages in the book.

" Eren is so slow hmmp ! " I muttered.

After I finished reading it, I put back the book on one of the bookshelves.

" Oi, you there. "

A voice ? Is that person calling me ? What could have I done ?

I turned behind and saw a boy. His eyes was giving me death glares that was filled with daggers.

" Tch, you could've at least put back the chair, brat. " he coldly said.

I was quiet. I couldn't say anything.

The thing is, I wanted to sit back at that place. I just wanted to take another book. Tsk, what a moron.

That boy was a librarian, just like Eren. I'm pretty sure he knows him. What kind of attitude does that guy even has ?

I'll murder you one day, I said softly that was actually filled with hatred.
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Eren and I walked home. I hesitantly ask at first.

" Do you know this librarian who just acts cold towards everyone ? "

" Oh, y-yeah.. "

" Um.. What is his name ? "

" Let's just keep it until today Mikasa. See you tomorrow ! "

He waved at me and got inside his house.

Tsk, he could've at least tell me his name, it wouldn't hurt right ?
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I had to wait for Eren, again. I walked to one of the bookshelves and I decided to borrow a book that looked interesting which was called " Does it hurts ? ".

I walked towards the counter and queued the line.

It had been years ever since the last time I borrowed a book.

" Ahem. " a voice disturbed me from my thoughts.
" Oh, um s-sorry.. " I spoke softly.
I turned up, and saw two pair of eyes showing irritation towards me.

It was him.

I sort of forgot how to fill in the information about borrowing the book. So I ended up becoming a blur person.

" Tch, stupid brat. " he quickly took the book from my hand and filled up the informations for me.

I was speechless. Well, I got lucky since I got to see his name tag which was " Levi ".

Levi. Hmm, interesting. I shall put my revenge on you.

I walked off from the counter and walked out from the library since I saw Eren waiting for me outside of the door.

" Sheesh, what took you so long ? "

" Oh, nothing. " I murmured.

We both walked home quietly.
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Every day, I would wait for Eren for his duties to finish. Since, my parents and his parents are good friends, they're worried if I go back alone. So they decided to let Eren accompany me.

I'm not a little kid. I can take care of myself. Tsk, whatever.
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As the days passed, I was getting used to disturbing Levi and Eren at the library with one of my friends which was Christa. I have to admit, it was kinda fun disturbing Levi. Picking fights, messing up with him. What a shorty.

Eren and Christa could make a cute couple, I thought.
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There was this one day, I sneak up onto Eren's bag to take one of his books. I wanted to pull out a prank by writing secret admirer notes.

The library door creaked open, I was about to sprint when a hand caught my wrist.

I thought it was Eren at first until I heard a ' tch ' was released from a boy's lips. It was Levi.

I turned around to look at him.

He wouldn't let go of my wrist. He gripped it tightly, which hurted but to me.. It doesn't gives any effects.

My heartbeat pace is starting to go faster. My whole entire body felt warm. My face was red as a tomato.

To break up the silence, he suddenly speak up.

" Give me the book, brat. He's not gonna be amused with one of your pranks. Give it up. "

" Why do you care anyways ? You have no right to stop me. " I aggressively said.

" I'm his friend, you don't have the right to take his book either, brat. "

I threw the book away and ran off to the toilet.

What the hell are these feelings going through me ? What is this mixed emotions inside me ? Why does it begins to feel like something sparks inside ? I don't know what it is..

I looked up to the mirror and saw a reflection of me. My cheeks are starting to form a darker red shade.

What do you call it ? Love.. I see now. But no, it can't be. Not him.

I shaked my head to forget on what my theory was.
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