Where Am I Going?

Late Night Thoughts

I lay awake at night

Thinking of you

Of what we had

Of what we were

I knew you were trouble

But I couldn't resist

Your eyes were bright and beautiful

Like a grassy meadow

Your hair was a golden blonde and you always flipped it to the side

I miss it

I miss you

I miss how you used to say you loved me

I know I hurt you

I'm sorry

I can't forget you

But I can't stand you

I don't miss how you made me feel like shit

I don't miss how you were always jealous

I don't miss you trying to control me

I miss how things were before the fights

I miss you

But I can never go back to you

I'm sorry