I'll buy a pack
And it'll be gone in a day
I'll smoke them all
In a matter of hours
One after another
I'll light one up
Just to calm the nerves
Just another cigarette
To ease the craving
I can't breathe without them
It's funny
They make my lungs hate me
But I need them to breathe
How pathetic
I let another drug control me
But I need it
It's part of who I am now
Just another cigarette
To ease the pain
That I feel inside
I take another hit
And toss it to the ground
And I'll light another one
I'll watch the smoke swirl around me
Maybe it'll swallow me whole
Oh well
It's just another cigarette
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PoetryA series of poems. Some inspirational, others relatable; they all are meant to help me get what I feel out of my head and out into the world.