Face The Facts

Taliyah

"Am-Am I what?" I asked shockingly.

"You heard me. Are you still in love with him." He was piercing a hole in my soul with his eyes.

"I-I I don't know. If he ever needed my help I would help him. But as far as going out with him, I will never do. He hurt me way to much. And I hate myself. I hate that I'm so generous to the ones who treated me like shit. No matter how wrong you may treat me, I will always be there when you need me.  I always see the good in people before the bad. And because of that I can barely pick out what is bullshit & what's real. " It was a pause. "But to truly answer your question, yes. I still love him..." As those words escaped my mouth he got up and left.

He just left me there. I didn't even get  a chance to finish what i was saying. I tried to call for him, but he got in his car and left me there...on the beach. I dropped to my knees and balled my eyes out. If only he could hear me out, he would know what i meant. I didn't want to lie, but I also didn't want this to happen. As im sitting in the sand, I post a picture of the landscape because it was so gorgeous, & i captured it "All Alone". I didn't know who to call because I know the girls were having a great time at the party. I didn't want to call my parents because they would hate him forever...and I know there's a great explanation to why he's acting the way he is...I just don't know what it is yet.

I got up, brushing the sand off of me and as I go to turn around someone is standing right over me. I immediately punched them. 

"OUCH! What was that for?" Jason said. 

"Jason? What the heck are you doing here? How'd you know I was here?" I asked still in a panic.

"I saw your picture on instagram and I thought i'd come keep you company." He said sitting down.

"Well, I don't need your company." I said without any emotion while walking away. He stood up and walked infront of me.

"Wait. Wait. Wait. Tianna, I need to talk to you!"

"You wanna talk? Let's talk!" I said turning around.

"Finally. Oka-"

"Why did you have to go out and cheat and lie to me about it. You hurt me. Like, alot." I said with tears falling down my face like a river.

"I-I- I don't know. I. Don't. Know. My homeboys at school were talking to different girls and I thought I'd give it a try. I didn't know I was gonna get all caught up."

"Well...well..." I didn't know what to say.

"Taliyah I love you. And I can't believe I let you Sooo slip through my fingers to some other trashy ass nigga!" I got mad.

"DON'T CALL HIM TRASHY! He treated me better than you ever did in that whole year!" I said defending him.

"Then, why did he leave in your time of need?" I paused. I couldn't really answer that.

"Just...just take me home, please." I said wiping the tears away. He started to walk away, but turned around.

"All I asked for is your friendship. That's it. And if it turns into something more, than so be it." I looked at him in the eyes and with a nod of my head he continued walking to the car.

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