What would I do with out you!<3

Chapter 5

Lily's POV:

We had made it back to Goshen. I had school in the morning. Not partiulary what I want to do when I get back from a wonderful few days away from my pain, but oh well it is life. I got to my not to big but not to small house and went inside. I was greeted by my favorite person, or should I say dog in the world, my pitbull Butch. He was there for me when i thought no one else was, he always seemed to make me smile after a hard day. After I said hello to him, I went upstairs to my room and dropped all of my bags and stuff on the floor, I was just to lazy and tired to care where it landed. I went to my bathroom and looked myself over. I looked AWFUL! My hair was completly out of the bun I had it in, my face looked like I came back from the dead at how pale it was, and my clothes were rinkled and looked a little dirty. So I made the decision to take a nice long shower to clean off the filth. Oh yea, I forgot to mention that is was three'o' clock in the morning on a Monday. So I had school in five hours. Yay. Either way I was taking this shower. I didn't care if it was three in the freaking morning.  I hopped in and felt the warm water rushing down my back and against my hair. It was like heaven on Earth. Then my phone buzzed.

I jumped out of the shower and dried off my hand. I reached for my phone and saw the caller ID. It was Harry. Harry? Why was HAROLD calling ME?!? I answered the phone:

"Hello?"

"Hey, Lily?" wow he really was calling me, not a butt dial.

"Yep. What's up Harry?"

"I was just lonely. I didn't really want to talk to anybody but you. Is that ok?" he sounded like he was scared that I didn't want to talk. Which is completely wrong! Of course I want to talk to him!

"Oh. Yea that's perfectly fine. What do you want to talk about.?"

"What time is it where you are?" Odd question, but ok.

"It's around four in the morning here. I think." I turn around to my alarm clock to find that it is four in the morning. "Yep it's four in the morning."

"Wow. What are you still doing up? Don't you have school or something?" I did, but I didn't want to go. 

"Yea. But I don't really need sleep." I, of course, was lying. i wanted to talk to him.

"You do need sleep." he sounded like he was being protective

"No. I'm fine. What do you want to talk about?" I really wanted to get off the topic of me having to go to sleep. Then it would feel as if this were a dream, I didn't want this to be a dream.

 "I don't know." He sounded like he did have something to say, but was...afraid?

"Well how are you?" Hopefully this would get him on a new topic or maybe even talk to me longer.

"I'm good. How are you?" He sounded cheery now, he sounded like himself.

"I'm good. But I'm alittle sad." I was, I didn't want to leave when we did. I didn't want to come back to this little old town, to all the people who hated me.

"Why are you sad? You should'nt be sad." He was really enthusiastic when he said this.

"I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay where I was. But I to come back for school." I really would have quite school awhile ago, but my mother wouldn't let me. She said that I needed to have 'social interaction'. How was I supposed to have social interaction when I was a social outcast.

"Well why don't you want to go back to school? I loved school, I had loads of friends and plenty to do!" He should love school, I've seen the pictures, he was cute as as a kid.

"You don't want to know." I really thought he didn't want to know what was going on here or in my life.

"Yeah I do. Please tell me." 

"Are you sure you want to know?" I wanted to make absolutly sure that he did.

"Yes!"

"OKAY! The kids at my school think I'm a social outcast. They don't see me as an equal. They think I'm just this weird kid who has nothing better to do but read and write. And they think I'm a slut because my previous boyfriend broke up with me. They all took his side against mine. Even people I  thought that were my friends. I only have two friends. Two." I finished with one big breath and I felt like I was going to cry. I didn't though. I was strong because of the person I was talking to.

"Oh. They are really like that?" I don't know if he didn't believe me or didn't believe what people were capipal of doing.

"Yeah. They really do."

"HOW MEAN! They shouldn't treat a beautiful and amazing girl like you the way they do!" He nearly screamed when he answered me. Holy shit!

"You think so? What am I supposed to do? I have to go back to that in a few hours and they are all going to wonder where I was. I missed my usual after school bully session." I wasn' kidding when I said my after school bully session. They really did bully me right after school. And when I would walk in the school every morning.

"You call me if there is a problem. Okay? You call me right away if they even say a word to you that isn't anyway nice. If they touch you call me." He sounded serious. Like he really cared for me when he had only met me once.

"Okay. I will. Why don't you get some rest. You must be exausted."

"Okay. As long as you get some rest too." 

"I will. Goodnight Harold. Sweet dreams."

"Goodnight Lily. Sweet dreams."

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Sorry I haven't writen in awhile. I was caught up with school. (Boo!) But anyway, I hope you like what I wrote.  Read, Vote, Comment! And please tell others if you truly like this!

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