Subtracting my thoughts

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To girl:

I know you hurt so much...

The pain climbs through your body and grabs your heart.

And I sit there and I watch you be torn apart.

You look at me with those eyes, I have to look away.

I love you so much...

But you won't let me help you.

I can't help you.

So for now I am at least by you.

Your suffering, tears, and screams won't go unheard.

I promise.

One day I'll make you believe me, but you have to let me in for that to happen.

Please...

I need you.

I go home and I can't control myself.

I hear your crying echo in my head, like a sick nursery rhyme.

I hold my stomach and curl up.

I should be the strong one, but I'm not.

You always were.

Now I know you were faking it.

But why.

I was there for you.

I still am.

Please...

Life moves on, but I dont.

I sit down here on the floor.

Waiting for your heart to start beating.

I hear knocks at the door, I won't answer unless it's you.

Denial they call it.

I just don't see a point.

Please....

Dont leave me here alone.

-Boy