Effervescent(Teen Wolf)

Little Dove(Part 4)

This is the final part- hopefully, it's pretty easy to follow. 

Hope you enjoy! :)

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<Bailey>

When Stiles told me I should come with them, I knew that it wouldn't be a happy reunion. I mean, I kinda was on the bad side. So, I wasn't too shocked when I was handcuffed to Scott's staircase and everyone was watching me. That didn't surprise me. I just didn't know what to say. Sorry I helped kill Allison? Sorry I left you guys? That sounded stupid.

They were completely silent too. Like, even Stiles just looked at me, clearly distrusting. I sighed and lifted up my left hand, that wasn't handcuffed, and rubbed my right wrist quietly. This was really weird.

Mama- no, Miss McCall- slowly approached me and awkwardly sat at the end of the stair, away from me. She started to move to take my pulse before moving back to her original spot. I glanced at her, debating on how fast the pack could get to me, before holding my left arm out to her. I was right. In less than a second, Scott was beside her and he wasn't too friendly. I gave a weak smile before placing my arm on the stair and gazing at the ceiling. This sucks.

I mean, I get it. I kinda did go "evil" and became "powerful" but, I mean how do you say sorry? But, they-they did treat me kinda bad.

Worthless. I flinched as the word rang through my head and that's when it started coming in waves. It's weird but, ever since I came with the pack, there has been almost like a voice in my head. My voice but... different. You're worthless.

"Please—stop," I stammered, taking my hands and stuffing my face in my hands. "Stop."

Why? Bailey, you know you're worthless. The voice snickered and I felt my gut plunge. This voice...my voice wasn't going to stop.

"No, no. I'm-I'm sorry. I-I just ma-made an m-mistake," I tried to explain but, the voice wouldn't have it. Heck, I wouldn't have it. I felt good being powerful.

Sorry Bailey, you're worthless and you know it. The voice stated in a sing-song tone. Gotta be real, you're a monster.

"No! Stop! I'm not a monster!" I yelped, burying my head further in my hands. "Leave me alone!"

I'll be back though. The voice chuckled before it went silent again.

"Bailey!" Scott screamed and I jolted up, yanking my hands up only to shriek as the handcuff caused my hand to hit the rail.

"No! Leave me alone!" I cried, struggling to stand up before collapsing back on the stair. I grabbed the handcuff and pulled, twisting my hand to get it out. "Stop calling me worthless!"

"Stop!" Scott grabbed my arms and I flinched, a scream escaping my lips. The voice was always going to be there. Always. I was a bad person and I'd always be.

"Please..." I whimpered softly, gazing back down at my hands. I was a monster. The voice was right. I was worthless.

"Bailey," Scott pushed my chin up to look at me and I saw his eyes were glowing red. I stifled a laugh- I wasn't a werewolf.

"She's insane," Isaac whispered and I looked over at him. I looked at all of them: Stiles, Lydia, Ethan, Derek, Isaac, Kira, Melissa, and Scott.

"You know what? No," I was shocked to find myself speaking but, it felt right. "Insane is when you treat me like nothing. Insane is when you are surprised when your "friends" turn against you. Insane is when you act like I had no reason to leave. I had one. You all treated me like your chew toy and when I was with-"I paused, his name causing me utter pain. "When I was with the Nogistune and he made me feel good. Even if it was a trick, it's insane that he made me feel better than my own friends. Insane is when you invite your friends to the one thing that means anything to you; the thing that meant everything to you. And, when you're sitting by her gravestone," I paused, my mom's smile flashing through my mind before I continued, my voice wavering ever so slightly.

"You realize that it isn't normal for friends to treat you like that. It isn't normal for them to only come around when they need you or when they do come around, they act like they're always there. That they care about you- even when it's a lie. That's insane." I stopped and clenched my hands, ripping them away from Scott. "So, don't call me insane."

"We treated you bad?" Derek spoke up and when I focused on his feelings, I felt shock. Shock.

"What do you mean? Of course, you did. Don't act shocked with me," I lowered my voice and narrowed my eyes, forcing myself up. I pointed my finger at him; my jaw clenched, and gave a short clipped laugh.

"We were your pack," Lydia stated and I felt myself getting closer to snapping.

"We protected you," Scott growled, "And, you betrayed us."

"We were your family," Stiles finished and I shook my head. No. They can't do that. I stared at the handcuff on my hand and thought of the rope. I was powerful. Not worthless.

"Would a family call you annoying?" I said quietly, the rage building up, and I rubbed my wrist. "An idiot?" I averted my gaze to Scott and gave a cocky smile.

"Stupid?" I continued, taking my handcuffed hand and gazing at the rail it was attached to. "Weak?"

"A waste of space?" I sighed and let the rage out, focusing it on the handcuff. Instantly, it broke off and the rail broke as well. The handcuff was still on my hand but, I was free.

"Bailey, you..." Scott stammered and I gave a soft smile.

"Worthless, huh?" I snorted and stepped forward, pushing Scott to the side easily. My target was Stiles. Scott stumbled and went to grab my arm but, I slipped away and jumped on the solid floor. Derek appeared next to me, grasping my arm that Scott missed but, I had one goal and nothing would stop me. I shoved him away and my sudden strength caused him to let go for just enough time that I could get right up to Stiles.

"Ah, Stiles. Ya know, I really missed you. But, I got something important to tell you," I gave him my signature grin and placed my hands on his shoulders. His big brown eyes widened and I leaned forward.

"Just like how you'll never be the same, don't expect the old Bailey to return," I whispered and winked, letting go and feeling Scott and Derek yank me away from Stiles and to the living room.

I hope I get to stick around.

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Okay, so, time to discuss some stuff! 

1) The voice Bailey heard was supposed to be herself- like, part of the evil her was still left behind and now, she was just vulnerable...? Like, how Stiles sometimes gets violent(Void Stiles), she has that too and she's unstable....? If that doesn't make sense, I can re-explain it. 

2) Bailey's Mom passed away in her freshmen year of high school. So, that's what she meant by the whole "gravestone" part. 

I think that's all! If you have any requests, comment!

Love ya--

Jordan