Why Me?✔️✔️ Zac Blakely

I Can't Do This!

*at Rita's grotto*

My head kept swirling and spinning. I couldn't do this anymore. Though, school is almost over and I don't have to see Zac or Lyla cuddling up close to each other.

"Why am I so vengeful? This isn't me!"
"Hey..."

I turned around quickly, almost shitting my pants.

"Uhhh, Zac? What are you doing here?!"

"I wanted to say I'm so deeply sorry, and I regret even hurting you. Lyla and I haven't been with each other in a long time and she's just excited to see me."
"Well maybe a little too excited. And you seemed overjoyed as well, Mr. Perfect."

"Is it my fault I fell in love with her at first, then she left and I met you?!"

"Yes. Actually it is."

"Listen,"

"NO, ZAC! You listen, I have loved you. And the people I love are hurting BECAUSE I love you. You have to let me go. Because, that's what I'm doing right now."

"I can't. I can't let you go, if I let go, then part of me dies and I can't have that happen."

"Zac, remember when I came here and," My eyes started tearing up. "and, I hated you being with Evie? Well, I have that feeling with you and Lyla."
Zac was speechless.

"Well, one of those people that are getting hurt, is me. Because I can't bare the thought of you being with another girl. It hurts me every time. I just break; it's harder for you to pick yourself up when you're already broke. And I can't see you with Lyla. Zac, I can't talk anymore about this, so just get out. "

"What?"

"Get out!"

He dived into the salt water opening below Rita's house. I hated this feeling. Jealousness. I'm a jealous mess.

*5 minutes later*

Wait, I can make all this go away. I wiped the tear from my eye and walked to the potion table.

I was going to make a potion that could make all my romantic feelings for Zac go away. It would make me remember my feelings, just not why I had them.
I grabbed sea weed extract, golden spider coral dust, and a sea horses stout.

I took the potion. All the pain and jealousness was gone. I was so relieved.