Forever or Never? An Austin Mahone FanFic

Chapter 7

Forever or Never?


Cassandra's POV:


I woke up the next morning in Liam's arm I realized I was only in my bra and underwear. Shit what happen last night...did Liam and I really do it I fucking lost V card to a guy I barley even know. Like I just meet him yesterday and we..wow just wow Cassandra. I remembered that I drank last night like a lot but I didn't expect this to happen. How will I tell Austin? He's gonna be so hurt. Dammit Cassandra your a fucking whore you always gotta fuck things up. I slowly released myself from Liam's grip I decided I was gonna go run and clear my head for a while. I put onto neon yellow sports bra and some black yoga pants. I put my hair In a high ponytail and place my neon yellow nikes on my feet. I grabbed my phone and headphones and walked out of the room with not a single are In the world about if Liam's wakes up or not. I started running so fast and wouldn't stop for anything Im just so mad at myself for leggings things go so far with Liam and being drunk is not an excuses I'm using because i know that even if I was drunk I could still have stopped it. I was running until I turned a corner and saw Austin. Are you fucking serious right now? Like seriously can things get anymore worse? By the rate this is going at I think it can't get any worse unless some how Maddie or my mother show up which is really not on my concerning list right now, but what is, is that I literally gonna break Austin's heart? But wait why the hell his he here. I try to run away before he sees me, but it was no use he saw me and yelled my name loud and clear as day so everyone could here him. I starts walking towards me and I do a little jog to him.


"Hey Cassandra" he says as he hugs me.


"Oh heyy Austin" I say so fake.


Dammit Cassandra.


"How was your first day" he ask.


Oh my first day was so great I fucked somebody the first day meet them isn't that wonderful.


"Oh you know it was... Um you know...it was something" I say.


"Cassandra is there something you need to tell me" he asked. His turned all serious on me.


"Uhhhhh yeah" I say quietly Im surprised he heard me.


"Tell me" he demands.


I take a deep breathe of the cold yet warm air and then sigh it all out of me.


"Okay here it goes but Austin umm yesterday I was at a party because Liam invited me and I drank so much when me and Liam came back from the party we kinda well we did have sex I'm sorry Austin I didn't mean for this to happen hell I dont even know how this happen" I say.


Austin looks so pissed like he's about to beat someone up. I except him to yell at me but instead he walks right past me and into the dorm. Oh fuck this is not gonna end well. Like fuck I seriously just got here and there's all these problems. I can hear Austin yelling as I walk Into the dorm. I run to Austin and try to pull away but nothing works. Damn why does he have to be so strong. I look over at Liam and he's giving me a what the hell look. After them fighting I had enough so I did what I thought was right. I screamed


"THATS ENOUGH BOTH OF YOU" I yell. They both look at me.


"Look Liam what happens last night was a mistake I didn't mean anything to me but I hope we can still be friends" I say.


"And as for you Austin I'm sorry this had to happen but that does not give you the right to come into my dorm and make a scene I really hope you forgive me for my actions but I understand if you need time to think" I say.


"Cassandra I don't know I'm gonna need sometime to think about it I'll call you later I guess" he said and walks alway.


"Liam I'm so sorry it's all my fault" I say and putt hands toy face.


"No it's my fault I was more sober than you I could have stopped it but I guess I just missed the feeling of having someone" he says. His eyes start to get glossy because I know he's thinking of her.


"It's okay to cry you know" I say and laugh a little.


"I know but that would mean I'm not a man and men don't cry" he said.


"Yeah sure they don't" I smirked. We both just laughed.

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The rest of the night we just spent on our phones because were just cool like that. After being on Twitter for like 2 hours stalking Austin I finally just gave up on hope we would get back together ugh Cassandra this l your fault I say to myself. I finally cooled my thinking down and just drifted off to sleep.


A/N: Ayeee guys sorry it's short I've been so busy updates might be shorter now but that just might mean longer story than. So I'm writing a new story called Catching Feelings it's not a fanfic what so ever if your interested in reading it than go to my profile and read it. It's gonna be uploaded either tomorrow or the next day after. Ilygsm❤
~Katelynn Mahone