Forever or Never? An Austin Mahone FanFic

Chapter 18

a/n: a little heads up this chapter is gonna be so much drama your non existing overalls may explode and it's kinda sad too so grab your tissues and your warmest blanket! ~Kate

Forever or Never?

Cassandra's POV ||

I left that damn trash party because I can't take Lilly and her bullshit. Literally not cool. Being pregnant and walking a long distance does not make things go to well. I ended up throwing up all the shitty lunch, well it wasn't shitty but I'm to mad to say something nice right now. My phone started vibrating and it was a text from someone I looked at me phone it was a text from Austin. The fuck?

From Austin:

Babe come back

To Austin:

No. Don't call me 'babe'

From Austin:

I'm really sorry. We need to talk.

To Austin:

Damn straight we need to talk

From Austin:

Where are you?

To Austin:

I'm pregnant, how the fuck am I supposed to know. Use that tracker thing on your phone.

From Austin:

You have it too.

To Austin:

I know where the fuck you are asshole. Fuck.

From Austin:

Ohh yeah. Oops.

To Austin:

I'll just meet you at Alex's house. I'll be there when I'll be there.

With that I put my phone away. Gosh Austin's so stupid. He was trying for me to find him its like shit I was just in the same room as him and everyone else. When I got back to this trash party it was already time for this dinner shit to being.

Michele nearly ran into me as I made my way into the door.

"Oh sweetie I was worried sick about you" shit can she be my new mom?

"I'm okay Michele" I smiled placing both hands on her shoulders.

Lilly smirked as she saw me. Her eyes landed straight on my belly. This bitch needs a slapping.

"Fat whore" she said under her breathe as we all began seating ourselves. Of course I was stuck across from her.

"Fucking hoe bag" I said back under my breathe. Her mouth flew open. Says the one that just called me a fat whore.

She needs a slap in the face.

"Can someone pass me the pepper please" Lilly asked.

"No" I said.

Everyone looked at me. Shit people need to stop staring at me it's creepy as hell. I'm glad Alex's mom hasn't said anything to me. I love her but she can get on my last nerves really easily.

"Shut up" she said.

"Take your own advice" I snapped.

"I'm quiet" she said.

Yeah fucking right. I literally laughed my freaking pants off.

She kicked me under the table. Bitch.

"Fuck you" I literally screamed.

Man I wanted to throw my fork at her face so bad.

"Lady's that's enough" Austin butted in.

"Control your girlfriend" I rolled my eyes.

"She's not my girl friend" he fired back. Everyone was now starting at him even Lilly.

"What" she stood up and walked outside to the backyard. Finally. Never thought I could hate a human being this much in my life. Jealousy sucks.

Austin didn't even go after her. Well good. Like I hate him right now but everyone knows he deserves better than that hoe bag like she changed him.

I accused myself from this trash party but before I made my full disappearance I said by to Victoria and told her to text me so we could hang out sometime. She nodded and agreed.

I made my way to my room, I'm completely 110% worn out. I heard a knock the door thinking it was Alex I yelled.

"Come in" I yelled.

The door opened showing Austin. Well shit. There's crying from the backyard and he's here. Literally I'm smirking right now.

"Oh it's you" I said covering my face with my blankets.

"Very funny Cassandra" Austin said.

"I try" I smirked. He chuckled.

"Hold on" I said. There was something coming out from my vagina. It tickled.

I walked to the bathroom pulled down my pants and underwear and literally screamed. I pulled my pants and underwear up. Let me die what how dose this happen.

Miscarriage. Blood. Oh my god no.

I slid down the bathroom wall and started crying hysterically. Why me? I heard a knock on the door.

"Go away I hate you..all of you" I said in between sobs.

"Cassandra what's wrong" Austin asked opening the door.

I got up and started crying harder I was so upset I was hitting Austin and getting weaker in his arms. We were by the nightstand and I literally ripped out the lamp from the outlet and threw at Austin. He fell to the ground.

Oh my god what did I just do?

Alex came running through the door with his mom, Victoria, and Michele. Lilly was the last fucking thing on my mind.

"What is- oh my god Austin" Alex said running to Austin's side.

I started crying harder. I fell to the floor. I can't take this anymore. Victoria ran to my side she kneeled down and asked me what happened.

"Cassandra look at me tell me what happened...everything" she demanded.

"The...baby...it's gone" the last part came out a whisper.

She gasped in shock. Her hands went directly to her mouth her brown eyes suddenly went blackish grey and watery.

"What happened to Austin" she stuttered.

"I threw the lamp at him" I said coldly.

I sounded like I had no heart. Well you try having a miscarriage and then tell me what it feels like. Exactly. But I still don't know why I went from sad to angry to happy for a second. After I threw the lamp at him I just felt happy but it quickly changed to sadness.

"Are you okay" I rushed to Austin side.

"AUSTIN AUSTIN AUSTIN...Austin" the last part was a whisper and came out with my voice cracking. I looked at Austin he wasn't saying anything.

Oh. My. Good.

Authors Note: HOLY SMOKES THIS CHAPTER IS SOMETHING. I was crying writing this chapter. Oh my god😭 but that's FOREVER or NEVER for you. Please I'm begging you comment what you think about this chapter and/or about this story so far thanks. Listen to One Republic the whole time writing this! <333

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{Kate Dallas}