Bitter Youths ( Anime Fiction )

Youth Hurts (Chapter 1)

P.O.V. Fuyuu Aika

I Fuyuu Aika

Every lunch time

I would chat with my friends

While staying at my sit

Beside the window

Where the sun would always shine

I would watch that person

Suzuki Nao

That was his name

Catching one glance at a time

Not letting anyone notice

Like a hunter watching for its prey

I watch him

From the sides

  ( I don't know about you guys but this creeps me out   -_-lll )

Out from the back

I saw him

Laughing whimsically

With his back againts the fence

Talking with his friends

The sunshine enveloping his face

I know this is a crime

Watching him from the sides

Unknown to him or to anybody else

Like a pervert in the streets

Looking for a girl to prey on

But

Can't I be selfish just this once?

Watching him from the sidelines is enough

I don't need anything else...

Cause I know would never be in that person's eyes

Neither even an extra chatacter in his world

Cause I know it's just a far out dream of mine

For this person loves another

So I have no hope for receiving his love

That is the path that I took

One that I may regret for a life time

*Ding- Dong *

With the ringing of the bell

Students scammered through their sit

As well as Suzuki-san

With his golden hair swaying

And he's body full of sweat

Followed by a wave of praise and laughter

From our classmates

As he and his friends arrive

He sat beside me

We've never talk

Not even once

Even eye contacts were an impossible dream

I always stare at the window

So I could see he's reflection

Without letting him or anyone know

It was something I did almost everyday (...o_o creepy )

*Tap* *Tap* *Tap* *KaChing*

It was the sound of our teacher