Unknown Feeling

Chapter 18

Mia's POV

Me and Ian were home. Nagbihis agad ako. I chose hanging shirt and high waist short. Lumabas ako ng kwarto at nakita ko si Mama...

"Anak, san ka pupunta?" Tanong ni Mama habang nagbabake ng Blueberry Cheesecake...my fave

"Ay..Sayang! Gusto ko sana tumulong, kaso...pupunta uli ako sa school. May meeting kasi kami sa Hipsters Academy." Sinabi ko habang tinatali ang buhok ko

"Ano yun?" She was mixing the ingridients

"A Dance Club. Sinali ako ni Sam." I told mom habang sinusuot ko ang high heels ko

"Sige anak. Titirhan ko nalang ikaw." Mom smiled weakly

"Thanks mom..." I went near the door

Nung binuksan ko nakita ko si...

"Sam? What do you need?" Sam looked me from my head to my toe

"Uhm..Kasi..." He was scratching his head

"What?" I made a serious look

"Sasamahan nalang kita papunta sa Clarke." He said sheepishly

"Ok." I went as fast as I can papunta sa parking

Nung dinalian ko ang pagpunta sa Parking, binilisan nya rin.

"Hey, Mia...May problema?" He poked me

"Huh? W-Wala...H-Hindi lang ako masyado komportable..." I took a deep breath

"Bakit? Saan?" He asked

"Basta...It's personal." I smiled weakly

I sat down near the driver's seat. He started driving. I was looking throught my side window. I didn't realize na traffic kahit nakatingin ako sa window...

"Ugh! Bat ba traffic?! Sandali lang. I-checheck ko lang gaano kahaba ang traffic." He went outside and went back in

"Whew. Sobrang haba! Do you want to know bakit  traffic? I'll check it!" He asked me...sobrang bait niya ngayon ah

"No need. Maaga pa naman." I took my Samsung A7 from my designer bag

I know it sounds weird and chilidish, but nagsusulat ako sa...CELLPHONE DIARY ko.

But don't worry, I only use it when I feel...

Miserable...

Lonely...

In Love...

Pero ngayon MISERABLE.

Hello, Miserable #1789...Malapit nanaman ang kaarawan ko...Umaasa akong makikita ko ulit sya. Sino? Si Papa. 2 weeks from now on, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

I'm miserable too...maybe In Love too?! I don't know...I'm not feeling comfortable...Bakit? Dahil kay Sam. A while ago, in Music Class, pinakanta sya ng teacher namin. He sang his theme song "Thinking Out Loud" with Ava. Ava is Sam's ex girlfriend. I saw him cry...Nasasaktan sya. Nasasaktan rin ako. Nasaktan ako nung nalaman ko na hindi parin sya makaget-over! OA ko noh? Nasaktan ako dahil gusto ko sya! GUSTONG GUSTO KO SYA! Hindi ko masabi sakanya dahil...

First, he might resist. Rivals.

Second: Hindi siya makaget-over

Third: Baka umasa nanaman ako na...magugustuhan ako.

I lied to Dominique. But, Sam wont accept...I must listen nalang in my mind.

Because of that Unknown Feeling, nagustuhan ko sya.

I stopped writing because IT'S ENOUGH!

"Matutulog na lang ako. I turned off my cellphone without closing my diary (hindi ko namalayan)

"Sige....Mamaya pa to uusad. Gigisingin na lang kita sakaling umabot na tayo." He smiled

I nodded.

Finally...

I can stop...

Being a miserable person...today.