Choose Me (jhobea gxg)

Sais (freedom)

"San ba tayo gogora?" almost hundred times ko ng tanong kay Jho. Ako yung driver pero I still dont have Idea kung san ako dadalhin netong babaeng to.

"Bastaaaa anuba, I will make u stop din naman pag andun na tayo" pasigaw na sagot ni Jho. Shes cute pala no? Chubby nya but firm.

"Alam mo sa team natin, ikaw talaga ang pinaka hindi close sakin e, I really dont think we can be close like this" super tuwang tuwa ako. Ang light nya lang kasi kasama.

Super sweet pero napapansin ko shes so bully din lalo kay ate jia at marge.

"Huh? Bakit ayaw mo ba sakin? tss it hurts" Para din palang bata tong si jhoana e!

"No I didnt mean that way wala lang kasi youre not my batchmate, and kinakausap mo lang minsan mga friends ko, hindi tayo medyo close kahit teammates na tayo for a year diba? kaya super happy ako now"

And I see her smile again. Thanks God I found a new friend and I think in the next days magiging super close nanamin. yay!

"Yah haha me too, nakakatakot ka kasing chikahin  e, may accent tapos dollar speaking kapa?"

"ano? dollar speaking?" hahaha ano daw?

" I mean english speaking ka nakakaloka, baka ikalaglag yan ng brace ko hahaha joke lang"

Natawa naman ako, after five minutes , pinapark na nya ako sa isang tabi then bumaba na kami sa isang place na nakakatakot.

yesh walang katao tao wow.

"Jho where we at?" super takang taka nako, ano ba to? Bampira kaba jho? Dont tell me serial killer ka? Jho anuna?

"Chill Beh, I gotchu" then hinila nya ako parang subdivision sya but kakaunti palang yung houses then ang senti tingnan huh?

Light lang sa mga poste then super cold breeze pa. Naka short pa man din ako aruy!

"Whats up Jho? Kanina pa tayo lakad ng lakad? Nasa manila paba tayo?" ugh Jho. Im tired.

Lakad takbo hila. Ayan cycle namin then suddenly.....

City lights
Stars
and malawak na field wherein you can chill

Sobrang amazed ako na. Im just staring at the city lights. Elevated pala ang subdivision nato WOW naman! Grabe worth ang pagod ko sa halos 15 mins naming paglalayag.

"Huy anuna? uso umimik" ano ba naman yan Jho? Moment na yun e hahhaa

"Sobrang ganda Jhoana. sobra. As in id never felt this feeling before na sobrang relieve ako. Yung kislap nung stars, yung city lights then yung wind ugh sobrang stress free"

She dont answer me. Saya no? Sya nanira ng momentum ko tapos inisnob lang sinabi ko . I just found out  na nakatitig sya sakin. awkward eh!

"You know what? Few months ago when I found out na meron palang place na ganto, heartbroken din ako that time so my friend just live nearby here and she brought me here and now ikaw naman dinala ko dito" 

Super na touch ako. I gave her a back hug, wala Im clingy kasi sa mga tao na nagbibigay importance sakin. Akala ko maiilang sya but she intertwined her fingers unto mine and she asked me to tell everything Im feeling right now.

"Pain" one word thousand feelings. Yan lang nasabi ko.

"Shout it right now, free yourself from that kind of bullshit, free your mind from worries and of course, free your heart from heartbreak. ISIGAW MO BEH! Isigaw mo!" Jho.

So sinunod ko sya, sumigaw ako. Sinampal ko sa hangin yung sakit. Ini spike ko sa city lights yung stress ko. Pinadala ko sa stars yung memories ko with her.

"BYE MADDIE, BYE LAST TIME I WILL CRY FOR YOU AND LAST TIME I WILL PUNISH MYSELF BECAUSE OF THE PAIN YOU BROUGHT" words that came out na sobrang nakapagpalaya sa sakit.

then my tears fell down and jhoana wipe it and kiss my cheeks.

"Jhoana youre the most precious thing I have right now. Salamat"