The Choice

Ugh

As I unlocked my phone there they were. Every last picture and video from last night. "Oh jeez..." I said under my breath as I let out a sigh. What the hell was going on in my head last night ?! I was both at ease from last night because I enjoyed myself but a little off the edge to go into high school with this  over my head.
RINGGGGGGGG ----

"Hello?"
"Kylie ?! Why in the fuckery didn't you tell me that your fuckboy ex was going to be at that party?!

Yikes!! That was my best friend. Somehow, someway, no matter how long she sits in the house and does nothing and has NO type of social media; word still gets around to her.

"Ugh.. I can explain best --"
"Yeah, yeah. Explain the lap dance and video of it too !"
How'd she know about that ?! Now I'm timid and blushing. Froze and for the first time don't know what to say to my best friend....

"Helloooo... Is the weirdo home today ?"
"I'm .. I'm gonna call you back -"
Beep.
I couldn't handle her criticism right now. I needed to look at those videos and get them deleted. How many other people is gonna call me and question me ?
Maybe I should just sleep on it...

Morning

Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
"Ughhhhhhhhhhh IM IN A LIVING NIGHTMAREEEEE !!!"
I wanted to forget all about last night that was until I glanced at my phone to see multiple texts from ... Yasir. My heart dropped down to my butthole when I saw all the cute things he texted me. I didn't wanna be involved with him but he was making this hard. On purpose .... To get me back and play me like a flute all over again! I got frustrated at the thought.

Yasir: Hey.
Yasir: Are you up?
Yasir: You looked so sexy last night, when can I see you again???

I didn't know whether to respond or delete his messages. He brought back this old me when he popped up at that party.. I couldn't resist ..

Me: Heyy, sorry I just woke up. And thank you Yas. 💜

Just in that second...
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"Well your just going to hang up on me just so sudden and EXPECT me not to call back ? Who must you think I am?? Do you take me as a jo-

"I'm back talking to Yasir .... And I gave him a lapdance last night ....... "
I said this in such a rush. I felt somewhat terrible for hanging up for her. She deserved an explanation. She was my Bestfriend.
"Oh lord Krystal, I knew this was coming baby. Be careful.. I still don't like that rat."

I laughed so hard, tears were rolling down my neck. They were full of relief and just plain goofiness. Lord knows I love my Bestfriend to the death of me.

"Well you go ahead and text him but don't get too caught up best. I don't got time to be cutting people. Geez. Text me !! Don't forget bunny."
" I won't babes" I said with a smile on my face before hanging up.

Now I'm at ease. Now I can make some better decisions. Regarding my new flame.