SPOV
"SHE WONT EVER LIKE SOMEONE LIKE YOU" phrases like that hurt people. Especially people like me. They make me feel small, and considering I'm popular in school, feeling small isn't something that I'm used to. I don't know why she thinks it's funny to say things like that, even if she is my best friend. It makes me feel dull inside when she says that, but in order for me to keep my popular hardnut reputation I just need to suck it up. I'm not like those popular girls that you see in high school dramatic films, I'm better. I'm not a bully, I'm not mean, sure I'm bitchy but only in a jokingly way. I'm failing school, the only lessons I don't fail are science, English and history, and that's only because I have my friend sitting next to me in them keeping me on track. In school I'm the one that everyone knows about and actually likes, I guess I just have a way with everyone. In school I'm the one that's not afraid, the one that doesn't care and the one that doesn't back down. But if I am completely honest with you, there is one person who can make me scared. There is one thing that always makes me want to back down, and that's when HE is around. I don't like him. I don't want to be with him. I never wanted to be with him. I don't love him. I NEVER WILL LOVE HIM. No he has never hit me. He has never been mean to me. He has never raised his hand to me. And no he has never tried to hurt me. But who says he never will. He tells me all the time that he loves me and it makes me feel worse every time. I've never once said to him 'I love you' because I will never be able to tell someone a lie that big because I know it can and will end up breaking their heart. It kills me inside knowing that I like someone else... A GIRL. Her name is CAMDEN SCOTT. Or as she likes to go by CAMMIE. I don't know how long I have liked her for but it has been at least 10 months. I think it would've been better if I started off by introducing myself. Hi I'm Shannon Bevridge but I go by Shan. An I think I might be secretly in love with my friend Cammie.
A/N
Hey guys and gals. All of my previous fanfictions decided to miraculously disappear so I started again. Yes I notice that shacam have split up but that isn't gonna stop me from writing about them again. Enjoy.
