The similars (One Direction) (Series #1 in the trilogy; COMPLETED)

Leaving for awhile

''Adri..'' I say as she packed her bags to go stay with her mum for a few weeks. I'm gonna miss her like crazy. She's like my twin, kinda.. we talk and do everything together. Now, I'm gonna have to find another girl to do those with. Who am I gonna talk about Louis with? And who's gonna talk about Niall to me? It's sad..

''Babe, I'm not leaving. I'm just visiting my mum for a week or two.'' She said, hugging me. ''I'll bring you back a teddy bear, holla.''

I laugh a little, hugging back tightly. ''I'll still miss you..''

''Oh, come on. Stop with the soppy love please. You're gonna make me cry.'' She replied, finishing her packing and carrying her luggage to the door. I follow her, frowning.

''Desibear. Stop frowning.''

My frown got deeper.

''Boy, this is unusual. Destany frowning? It's like seeing a clown sad. Or Louis depressed. It doesn't feel right.'' Katie walked in, hugging my side comfortingly. ''Stop being sad, babe.''

''Fine..'' I mumble. I look at Adrian. ''But, this isn't just because you'll be gone at your mum's...'' I mumble. Her eyes widened slightly, and she ran over and enveloped me in a hug. She knew what I was talking about. Only she knows...

''Please...Don't even think about it..'' Adri whispered in my ear, squeezing me in the hug then pulling away. ''And, I expect to see you and Louis together by the time I get back, y'know.'' she winked. I blush involuntarily.

With one last goodbye, Adri left and got into a cab to the airport. I sigh, going to the couch, and sitting down. What if I do it without thinking? And the girls cannot save me in time, like Adrian did..? every time, she saves me from..doing that by distracting me by playing board games, or pranking the girls. I think the girls would do the same thing, if they knew...But, I dunno how to tell them.

Katie and Bree sat on either side of me. ''You ok, babe?'' Bree asked, worried. I nod, scrunching up my lips. They shared a look.

''The lads will be here soon.'' Katie made conversation, trying to cheer me up. I crack a smile. They always manage to cheer me up...

''Girls..'' I start, sighing deeply, trying to find the right words to say this. ''I have a problem that only Adrian knows...''

''Oh my...'' Bree said, after told them. It involved my past, and my insecurities. See...My mum and dad always fought, and when I was 15, I had enough. I got inbetween them, and tried to stop the fight. But, it didn't..Instead, they just threw insults at me instead of each other, and I knew they didn't mean it, but it still got to me and hurt. I would always think of those insults, or the times my father said that I'm nothing. So...I started cutting.. and, Adrian ran in on me once, and stopped me immediately. She didn't like that I was doing that..and ever since, she would be the one to stop me. Or distract me. Or just be my shoulder to cry on when I needed it.

''Yeah..'' I said, looking down. ''That's not the half of it..My past is really a mess..''

''Well..'' Katie started, clearly not knowing what to say. She was near tears though. ''Everyone has that..''

''Yeah, but mine is really a complete mess..My family is...I have no words for my family. At all.''

They nodded. ''Well..Wanna do something to get your mind off of it?'' Bree asked, trying to change the subject. I nodded quietly.