Soul Rejected then Unrejected?

Prologue:

I couldn't stop dreaming about Him-my Alpha, my mate. The way he stood out amongst the rest of the pack even with his beta and some with their mate. I just wish I could be there with him looking out to the rest of the pack but I cant ....I Just can't. Because before we started the pack meeting my last pack meeting. He saw me entering with the room with my cousin Nita Black, a hafekasi(half polynesian, half whiteish native american. I stiftened in awe thinking he to come and declare that I was his mate and viseversa, that we were meant to be. But no!

He came and bowed to my cousin, "May I talk to Tupou-Ofa?".

Nita said with a wink to me,"Sure!"

Which made me blushed, and I let Alpha direct me to a corner.

I was about to confess to him when he looked at me with a cold stern look.

He bluntly said," I, as Alpha, James Nighting reject you as my mate!".

Then he walked away smiling to everyone like nothing had happened and left me in that corner to registered in my head even to my now broken heart. That's when I knew its time for me to get out of here, besides I wasn't belong here anyway. He made that clear on other occassions that I just hadn't had the guts to let myself and my wolf/familiar see it i was blind. But No more!

I excused myself while I crying, as I exiting to the back door, I looked over to my mate.

AND

THEN

I

WAS

GONE!