I was there for you in your darkest time,
But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst, down on my knees
And you said you had my back ,
so I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me.
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I walk to sit next to blood stain because I don't really want to talk to Harry. My Harry. I want to think in butterflies, flowers and unicorns, but my mind has other plans for me. Does he knows something about Louis? Why did he left? What happened? I guess he knows something because if he didn't , I have no clue of why he left. I always thought that my parent's dead could affect him, but he left before it and he never came back,-well, now he is here, after 5 years-, my life turned to be a shit and I bet he knows that. I don't know what he has been doing but he changed a lot.
There is no trace of the sweet boy of 16 years old that left my heart broken when I was just 9 years old. He was a nice boy, that always made me laugh and he acted like a brother, like Louis when he wasn't at home. Harry was Louis's best friend, I thought that the had a fight and that was why Harry left but when my parent's died, the police said Louis killed them. That's why he is in the jail now. I never believed it and I thought Harry would be there to help me. I had to move with my aunt,but she didn't like me because she thought I could be a murder as my brother was. She sold me to a foster home getting a lot of money.Luckily, I met Kelsey and Adam when I was eleven. They were siblings and Adam was about to make 18 so we planned it. I would move with them. It wasn't legal for them to take me but as my aunt still had to send me money from the one she got when she gave me to the foster home, I gave it to Adam for get me out of there.Actually, I still live with them.
I look up and he is just in front of me looking at my face, I stare at him for a while.The first thing that gets my attention, are some tattoos in his arms and in the left hand, I don't know if he has more but they look quite good on him. His hair is just really long, longer than his shoulders,I've never liked boys with long hair but it fits on him like in no other boy.
He is pretty more tall than me, I guess like a head and a half. His legs are longs and skinny, and the black pants he is wearing must to be really tight.His chest is marked under the black shirt. He can be really attractive now but his eyes, fuck, those fucking green eyes would always be the same as years ago. He definitely changed, but not just the body, I mean, I didn't talk to him that much but I wouldn't believe you if you told me that he would punch someone as he did with Adam. Adam is in the hospital and I couldn't go yet so I have to get there. I look for my phone which s still on the floor and I turn in on but it shows that it has no battery and turns off.
"Can you take me to the hospital?" I ask, while I stand up, I run my hands over my dress to clean it and he looks at it frowning. I knew my neckline was broken but I didn't remember it at all until now.I turn to see if the house's door is open and luckily.. No, is not open.
"You will not go like that to the hospital if you are wearing that, I don't care if the house is not open" He says rudely. After all, does he still care about my looking?
"I don't want to spend more time here,I will go to the hospital yes or yes. Even like this ,I will ask for arobe there." He doesn't say a word, he crosses his arms over his chest, letting me know that we are not moving, well, that he isn't moving because I am.
"Are you taking me?" If he doesn't take me, I will look for someone to do it.
"No, no like that I said" He keeps in the way he was, decided that I won't go like this. If he knew me for real , he should know I will be there even if he doesn't want me to. But maybe , as he decided to leave me, he doesn't know me this way.
