Got you stuck on my body,
on my body like a tattoo.
And now I am feeling stupid,
feeling stupid crawling back to you.
***
Sarah gets out of the car as quick as she could have and literally runs inside. I follow her, but I don't bother running because my long steps make me go fast enough as to be able to see her as she enters the hospital and gets mixed in the crowd.
She stops in the reception and when I get by her side the receptionist, whom is now looking at me, says "room 164, second floor". I, now, walk closely to Sarah whom is now walking fast, yet not running. I guess because she knows she shouldn't run in hospitals.
Thought I would have liked to take the elevator, Sarah led the way to the stairs and I followed her just like I recently have. There weren't many stairs so we were soon at the first floor. The one door was opened by her and we were in a hallway full of room and nurses walking around, coming in and out of rooms with patients.
There was a signal which indicated the rooms. Room 164 was to the right but when I realised myself Sarah was already walking that direction. It feels like she already knew that and I wonder if she's been here before. I catch-up quickly and walked by her side trying to find the certain room.
I spotted the room before her must to my height as she tried to look over people but failing must to her height too. She is quite much smaller than me but it's sexy, I like it. Once we were in front of the said room, Sarah opened the door and entered as she then quickly closed it on my face.
I sit down in one of the chairs closer to the room, taking a look through the window without getting to see anything. Thinking it twice I don't want to enter the room. How absurd is that? Why would I even want to see his damned face?I hate him, but thinking he must be sobbing into Sarah's shoulder is making me want to go inside and finish what I first started. No, stop. Control your anger.
Sarah must be hating me right now. What could she think about me? I left 5 years ago and then I come out of nowhere to ruin her life again. But is not like that. I never left. I was always close, hiding, but scared to face her. I should have just never stopped doing that. I should have never come close to her again. I should disappear again, that's what she must want.
As I keep thinking, the door opens and as I hope to see Sarah, I stare into Kelsey's face. She carefully closes the door and sits next to me which leads me think Sarah and Adam are alone that room. Oh no way, not happening.
I stand up without looking at her and as I approach the door, she takes my hands and denies with her head, indicating I shouldn't. Who does she think she is to say what I should do?
"Harry, don't", she lets go of my arm and so I let go of the door, "they really need this one moment, specially her"
"What do you mean?" I don't understand what kind of moment is it that they need. I sit down again and cross my arms as I wait for a reasonable answer.
"She needs to think Harry. Don't you see it? You have been with her less than 12 hours and you have caused quite a lot of problems so far. She didn't even have time to accept you are back. Harry let her have a few minutes." She puts her hair behind her ear and she sighs. I would have expected her telling me about why I hit his brother but she didn't say a word.
"Why don't you ask me already?" I looked at her expression as she tried to understand what I meant. "Like, won't you ask me why did I hit your brother?" She smirked and then looked down to the floor. Did she really just do that?
