New Moon: Bella and Jacob

Chapter One

Hi guys! My name is Maggie. This is a story where Bella chooses the right guy, even if things aren't always happily ever after. Warning; There will be some mature content!! Other than that... Read, comment, subscribe, enjoy!! :)

     When Sam brought me home that night, I hadn't realized what I was coming home to. At this point, I wish he would've left me out there. At least death would've come quicker, rather than my mind leaving me slowly.
     It had been two months since he left. Two months since I lost my forever, my eternity. I never could have imagined this.
     Two months ago, I also lost my sanity. I knew it was bad, all of the PTSD like symptoms, lack of sleep, the screaming and nightmares. But this is a whole new level.
      I had been trying again. I wanted to feel, to be a regular teenage girl - as if that were possible. Going out with Jessica - why I picked her of all people, I don't know - was supposed to make me feel real again. But when we got into a sticky situation with some suspicious guys at the bar, I really started to wish I'd stayed home. I even wished Sam hadn't found me.
     I saw him. Sure, I know he couldn't have actually been there. He wouldn't. He left me. He doesn't care anymore. But I know it was him! He told me not to be so stupid. He was so angry, so beautiful... So perfect. He was so close to me again, and for once it didn't hurt. There was no gaping whole in my chest when I saw him.
     I know it is stupid and he couldn't possibly have been there. Jessica looked at me like a I was a loon - I really should've gone out with Angela instead. But it has been three days and there have been no more sightings. So I decided I am going to make him come back.
     I was on my way to Jacob's house. With how easy it was to make him tell me the tribes "top secret legends," I knew I could convince him to help me with these motorcycles. They just need a little TCL, nothing some eyelash batting couldn't get me.
     He must've heard my truck - of course - because he was outside with an umbrella before I even shut off the engine.
     "Bells!" He said, swinging me into one of his signature bone-crushing hugs while somehow still holding the umbrella above our heads. "What brings you down to the Rez?"
     "I actually have a project for you... Um, us that is... I mean, only if you want to. It's kind of crazy!" I stumbled. Why was I so nervous? It is just Jacob.
     "I would expect nothing less than crazy from the one and only Bella Swan!" Jacob laughter. I actually caught myself really smiling as I led him to the back of the truck. "Well, that is pretty crazy."
     I was getting nervous. I didn't know how else to find him again without these bikes. I started biting my lip, waiting for Jacobs reaction. To my surprise, however, I was more waiting for another one of his jokes. I wanted to see him smile; it made me warm, despite the rain.
     "Okay well hurry up! Let's get these into the garage before Billy sees!" Jacob grinned, as though he read my mind. That's the thing about Jake. With Jake, I'm like an open book. It was never that way with him.
      I was so caught up in thinking about that, it took me a minute to register what Jake had said. He agreed! Together, we grabbed the bikes from the bed of my truck and stumbled our way across the yard into the garage, giggling like little kids playing a prank.