The fine line. (Male! Yandere x reader)

Your thoughts (Rin okumara/Yukio) (part 2)

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Btw, I don't even know what happened with this chapter it just kinda happened. I was gonna publish a Levi Ackerman chapter, but thought this was better.
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Ever since Rin was taken away, I've been on the edge. I've been paranoid as hell. My mind has been consumed by the thought of him coming back for me. And what makes everything worse is Rin was released yesterday his time is over. I'm so worried, all I can do is rock back and forth and talk to my self out of anxiety.

I don't think I'm going to make it out of this sane, because worry, anxiety and fear has become my everyday life and it's horrific.

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Yukio is trying to get through to me right now, I can barley hear his reassuring words he mumbles to me. All I can hear is my own thoughts echoing in my head. And they say: "get away, he's after you." But deep inside I know I'm safe. Rin is not allowed any where near me. Yukio filed a restraining order when he was locked away.

But Rin is a half demon, you never know what he's capable of.

"(Y/n) you're safe. What else can I tell you to help in any way at all?" Yukio's words mean nothing to me, he can't do anything. I'm too deep in my own insanity.

Yukio sighs deeply, and I hear him start to pace around the room. Starting to give himself anxiety.

I stare at Yukio, watching him. He looks extremely worried and a frown is spread across his face. But his lips twitch upwards and a shaky, anxiety filled smile is plastered on him face.

But weirdly I don't find it strange, I seems almost normal to me. Then again my view on the world has been warped lately.

Yukio start to mumble to himself, like I was before only what I can make out of what he is saying isn't very nice. It seems like he's speaking like he's broken, but he has been holding and hiding it inside of him for a long time. He suddenly stands up and looks straight at me.

I stay platonic and don't react, only because he isn't scaring me at all.

He walks toward me and grabs me by the chin, forcing me to look foward. I stay put, curious for what he will do next. He starts to shake, and I can feel his anxiety.

"Why, must your thoughts always be full of my brother. He can't have you. And never will again even see you."

I try to nod, but his grip stays strong. I open my mouth in so vein way to respond to his words.

He leans down when I open my mouth to speak and presses his lips onto mine, not roughly but dominating.

I enjoy the kiss more than I should have, I haven't kissed anyone since I kissed Rin, and that was years ago. I was craving sexual touches. But would never admit it. Yukio was attractive, and now he's kissing me. I can't just let this opportunity go past me.

I kiss back, my hands slide to the back of his neck and stay there. His hands travel down to my waist and under my shirt. His hands rest on my hips, and rub small circles there.

I pull back and Yukio speaks:

"Rin, won't be coming here because I killed him. I didn't know how to tell you...but I think you will understand."

I smile, taken over by my insanity. If I was sane, maybe I would be denying Yukio, but just maybe I wouldn't be.

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