you smile at me
and my heart breaks into pieces
again
taking my smile with it
on its suicide mission
i'm beginning to think other people can tell
and you're the only one who doesn't know
always
my friends give me looks when I talk about you
but I can't help it
you smile at her
and jealously corrupts my mind.
constantly
taking crap from my brain and conscience
telling me that I'll never be good for you
and I won't
so my heart falls
again
on its suicide mission
back to the tear stained floor
