My Diet Diary

Chapter 5 part 1: confession

Dear diary;

The first word I like to acknowledge is fuck. Me and my mom just got invited to Alexander home for a nice Thanksgiving dinner. I thought to myself, maybe this is kismet for revenge. So that afternoon I went to the pharmacy and search over shit, pill. I don't really know what they call, all I know is that it will make your stomach cramps all day. And I'm pretty sure this is a good payback too.

Anyway, when I was on my way home, I saw Stephen and Tobby were side by side. I thought to myself, should I go after him or not. But since I'm a curious person, I went over them. They were standing in front of Slash which is our local famous ice cream store.
So I say hi to him and to Tobby.

"Hey, what are you here?" Stephen asked me. Tobby was licking his ice cream so very smoothly and this makes my hormone goes wild. I know, pathetic right.

I replied "I was going well... hmm. . Just around, you know," I said to him not wanting him to know about my shit pill.

Then all of sudden, my brain started to explode when Tobby said to Stephan that he was going to buy him some food and guess what he did next. Don't know?
Well, he fucking kiss Stephan on the cheek.

I know what the shit right. My brain was so confused and I tried to process it, but nothing happens and this is just too much for me. So I gaze over Stephen and he stared at me.

"What the fuck just happens," I asked him. He was blushing like a red tomato.

"Well, what happen was, we have a project that needs to be held together and that night in my room... he... well... he comes out in front of me and told me that he always had eyes for me...." I was speechless and mute.

"He told me that he has always been gay, but he never said it to anybody, but yesterday he said he couldn't hold it no more. He told his parents and friends and lastly me.."

I still mute to. My face just so confused like you eat McDonald and Wendy at the same time.

"Look, I really want to tell you, but... I was afraid.. And at the same time I thought you already know." So without any more to say, I walked away ignoring his call. What confused me is that Stephen and Tobby were gay. And my Stephen was gay. I thought to myself about being mad, but then I thought again, why should I, Tooby likes boy and I like him which is weird. So I guess I just have to let him go right diary, Right.

***thanks for reading this.