so this is from the other point of view just letting you know. But I just think that you shouldn't be crying over a boy just because they did something to you. it's not going to be the only time this happens and it's going to happen multiple times but you just have to be stronger. People who are more sensitive then others tend to cry more but I feel that if you're strong and positive about stuff with this guy then you'll get over him without a doubt and maybe become friends again or maybe go out again?
And if you need some space just be like "not right now, sorry." but if you're like me who fucks up everything because my fucking half stupid brain is stupid enough to feel like it's my fault for everything and I try to hide my feelings away from people so they won't ask me "what's wrong" because that will just hurt me even more to answer and it's just stupid because no matter what people say I'm always going to feel like it's my fault, then yes I get that it's hard.
Just know that you're stronger than this and you can do it I'm serious like don't cry over a boy he's not worth it. you're 100x better then him and yes I understand that you probably see him everyday in school, or maybe you don't, who knows. But don't let him get to you and take advantage of you right after that's one of the worst things that can happen to you and it's not good.
Hiding feelings isn't always the easiest thing to do but sometimes you just have to open up yourself to one person and they can help you through it. I'm done with people's bs at the current moment for many reasons. it's kind of like a spider web. All my problems are the strings on the web and all of my problems come from one person or the spider🕷 who made the web🕸.
I'm a fucking idiot and I know that and people loveee to tell me "I told you so" but I'm not going to let them make my choices and tell me what's wrong and what's right and what to do and what not to do. So yeah maybe sometimes I do cry over a guy and I'm stupid for it but I shouldn't and I think that I rather have my life right now with solutions to my problems then to have a boring life. I appreciate my life because not to many people can have the same and it's the truth. Like Drake said "Cause everybody dies but not everybody lives."
I'm currently now thinking about my life while listing to twenty one pilots, car radio and in this song they just gave a really good quote and it's "Sometimes quiet is violent. I find it hard to hide it" and damn that quote just hit me like a bus to the face like Regina George in Mean Girls. Today is ditch day but some people are going to school and my madre was nice enough to let me skip school and go to the beach. gracias mami. anyway see you ladies n gentleman later❤️❤️
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