Shock of Pain(rewrite)

The Hidden Past- Chapter 4

A/N:WARNING LANGUAGE

Chris's POV

They looked so happy together, what was the deal with Conor and "her"? i had to find out, and soon my time was running out. Conor was getting suspicious of me always wanting to be near Ellie.

Hey mate. Conor said with a smirk

Oh hey buddy o'l pal, where have you been. WAIT let me guess with Ellie your GIRLFRIEND i said with a disgusted look

Look buddy, you said you claimed her but to be honest she was never yours to start with. She loves me and i love her so BACK THE FUCK OFF Conor yelled as he walked off to meet up with Ellie, Raven,Wic,Kino and Max(Maxillian) (Max-ill-ean). Man i was so lonely i needed friends.

Max's POV

 I was sitting with Kino,my boyfriend happily chatting with my friends and of course Chris and Conor were at it again i tried to block it. 

Hey Ellie, whats the backstory about you and Conor

STORYMODE (Ellie's POV)

I was sitting in the bush where i liked to spend most of my lunch and afternoon snacks, it was well hidden from the bullies that beat me, i never told anyone about my family as my last name Okensheild was a kinda famous name and i didn't want people to think of me as royalty, haha back to the story.

I was sitting in my usual spot when i heard bitchy voices

i think she should just kill herself, she is fucking useless Grace stated 

Yeah i think she should, maybe she will see her mum oh wait Ellie is satan so she will be going to hell, maybe her mum is there. Jessica protested

I was just sitting there listening to their nasty remarks, anger filled up inside me i wanted to hit them so badly

RING RING RING

Damn the bell rang, WAIT ITS TIME TO GO HOME

I ran all the way home to the father who never wanted to look at me as i looked like my mother, sigh. i walked into the big empty house and went straight to my way, i opened my laptop and just covered my mouth out of shock, i ran into the bathroom and kept reading the horrible things people where saying about my family and me

TIMESKIP-1 YEAR

its been a year since they said those horrible things about my family and me, half way through the year i started to cut, yeah i know it won't solve anything it just seemed to null the pain of everything that was happening. i was still doing to this day.

i grabbed the blade from my black high top boots and sharpened it nicely.

Here we go, I hissed at the pain of the blade digging into my arm and leg, the blade went deep. i stopped when i heard a knock at the bathroom door

Ellie it's me Conor, are you ok?

Yeah fine, what are you doing here?

Conor opened the door and was shocked to see the sight.

Please Conor just leave 

Eli's oh my gosh why are you doing this to yourself.

I'm getting really bad night terrors Conor, the bulling won't stop I've been hospitalised 3 times in the past month i can't take it anymore.

Eli's....... Conor pulled me into an embrace

Eli's I'm always here never forget that, now lets get you cleaned up ok

Alright, and Conor thanks so much

10 mins later

9:00pm

Hey Eli should we go to bed?

Sure Conor

We both hoped into bed, i was lying on his chest, soon i feel asleep.

END OF STORYMODE

Oh my gosh Ellie I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to bring it up, Max said with sorrow in her eyes

Hey Maxillian don't be sad, I've got amazing friends who care for me, yeah it happened but my mum and dad always said, we all have battle scars, you just have to build a brace for yourself.

DAIRY ENTRY.

Im still cutting but not as much as before, i have scars battle scars, i just need to build a better brace from them, my night terrors are getting worse, I'm starting to have more panic attacks at school and start pricing my skin on my shoulder, i have so many scars, but you know what i don't care, i love them  they show what i have been though.

A/N

HEY GUYS SORRY FOR NOT POSTING. Heaps of tests due this week, and i had a bit of writers block anyway here is chapter 4.