The Sirens That Didn't Sleep

Friends and Drugs

Fuck! Watching Shae drive off angry at me sucks. But she just does not understand. I havent seen Kellin in 6 years.

"Hey you look nice TeTe. These years have done you well. You are thinking to hard. You are bitting your lip like you use to do. " Kellin says softly. I stare at him. Im happy but upset with him.

"You fucking left me and did not tell me shit! Nothing like 'he tara im moving to LA'. No phone calls or letters or any thing! I had to fucking watch you through the media. It would have been nice to tell your "best" friend what you were doing! You broke my heart Kellin!" i cry. He hugs me but I push him off. And walk off.

"Really Tara! Where do you suppose you are going?"

"Away from you! I need to find Shae"

"Im not going to let that happen. Amd it looks like she is mad at you come with me and we will find her, please" he says amd looks broken. Why does he do that too well. I walk to him amd he grabs my hand and leads me to a black car. I get in the passenger seat and cross my arms. Im not talking to him.

"Look Tara. I know you are upset with me but you have to understand. I did what i thought would be best. You weren't emotionally ready for a huge change like this. Thats why I left like I did. I need a life and i wasnt going anywhere in that hell hole. I didnt want you to ve mad for not taking you with me so i didnt tell you my plans.."

"Well dude, you should have at least told me." i say back angrily.

"I know. But i was worried about you. And i didnt want to feel the feelings I was feeling towards you. You were like my sister.." he says as we pull up to a hotel. I try to get out but he locks the door.

"Why the fuck are you doing this!? I deserve and apology." I scream at him.

"Look Tara i apologized you are just to worried about yourself. Amd fuck did you not hear what I just said? And you aren't going comment on i!"

"I heard you. I liked you too jn a romantic way. But look you left and said "fuck tara amd how she feels".

"I did it for our greater good! And who was that girl with you?"

"She is my best friend RobbyShae. She goes by Shae tho. She was there when you left. And oh she has the bigfest crush on you amd Ronnie Radke."

"Looks like you didnt tell her we knew each other. She seemed pretty pisssed."

"It slipped my mind. Look we need to find her. She gets scared easily and is very open to new people asking her to do things. By the way why are we here at this random hotel?"

" I Might be something you want to mention to your best friend." he mumbles under his breath as we get out the car. "Oh ypu might not know your friend to well. But its kinda hard to miss a beetle that looks like ladybug." he says amd points down the parking lot.

I run towards her car as fast as I can. Shae has had a problem with cytting when she is upset amd im scared she has hurt herself. I get to her car and she isnt there. Our bags are but she isnt. Kellin catches up to me and sees the frighten look on my face.

"She.. She.. She.. Isnt here..." i start to panick. "This is a super nice hotel though why would she go there its not our hotel."

"I dont know TeTe. But one thing I do know is you are not staying in a hotel while you are here. You guys are staying in my house."

We walk back to the sidewalk. And walk down shouting for shae.

"Shae!!" we shout. We hear a giggle. I know that giggle anywhere. Its Shae! Relieve floods my body, but then there is another voice.

"Here try this cutie. You will feel real good" the male voice says. Kellin stops me.

"I knkw that voice, Tara. Its not a nice person." Kellin tells me. "Here follow me." I obey because Kellin sounded worried.

We reach were the voices where coming from. And kellin walks to the door and knocks.

Room 1197. Thats Shaes lucky number. The lock jiggles and we hear the click and then the door is open.

I look in and see my best friend sitting on a couch with what looks like cuts down her arm and a blunt in her fingers. Guns N Roses is paying on the radio. I look back to the man in front of us and notice who it is.

"Ronnie come back baby. Please.." Shae slurs and stumbles towards him.

"One minute Cutie. I need to see what these rude as people want." he says

"Excuse me but thats my best friend you have strung out on drugs and drunk, Mr. Radke." i state.

"She ismt strung out on drugs. She just did a few lines of coke and was fixing to smoke a blunt with me till you appeared miss." ronnie says rudely.

"Hey dude its alright. This is Tara my childhood best friend." Kellin tells him.

"Oh hey bitch! Why are ypu here with your fuckboy.." shae slurs and falls but Ronnie caught her vefore she hit the ground.

"Kellin whats going on?" Ronnie ask him.

"Its a long story. But first tell me how you met Shae?" kellin states

"Alright man. Come in and we will talk." ronnie lets us in. I walk in after Kellin. Ronnie is laying Shae down. Shae must be in heaven right now both of her crushes are in front of her.

"Ronnie dont leave me. I like you." shae says as she is cover up by a blanket.

"Never baby" Ronnie kisses her forehead. Kellin and I look at each other with puzzled looks. We take a seat on the couch. Amd i notice Shaes favourite braclet she got from warped tour 2015. I pick it up and put it on. There are also various other things in this room. Alcohol, some pills, other drugs. It also reaks of pot. How long did it take to find her

I stop looking around when Ronnie sits down. We all jaut look at each other.

"So Shae is your friend?"Ronnie asks and pointa at me. I nod my head. "Amd you two are friends?" he points to kellin amd me.

"Yea. We came here to start our lives and had a little altercation in a gas station parking lot. But it was all a mis understanding." I state.

"Well from what I've heard it was more than that. You really hurt Shae. She told me she felt betrayed by you guys. She almost ran into me. I was mad until i saw her crying. I had to comfort her. It also took yall over 5 hours to find her. She really like Kellin and yall hugging like that hurt her and she felt like she had been used. She asked for some help after we fixed up our car problems. So i toom her to a nicer hotel then the one she said she was staying at. Amd we just talked and i offered her some of my stuff and it helped. She really is beautiful to me. Im not saying this tl get in her pants. She looks so helpless but like she just has been hurt 1 to many times. I cam tell she is carring and.."

" so thats why you have to make her feel better and drug her up to the point she offers you sex? You are one fucked up man Ronnie!" kellin says loudly. I look over at Shae. She sturs but doesnt wake. I elbow Kellin and tell him to shush.

"No she seems different and i want to take care of her. It seems like to me if i was her so called best friend i would have told her that i had a famous friend and it happened to be a man she was crushing on. But hey that's just me. Now excuse me but i think ita time for yall to leave." Ronnie tells us. I try to protest but Kellin gives me a look and i just roll my eyes. We walk to the door after we say bye to sleeping Shae. Kellin kisses her forehead. I smirk because it made Ronnie look mad.

We leave and walk to Kellins car. We hop in amd drive off. Did it really take us that long to find her? Am i a bad friend for not telling her about Kellin? Is she gonna be om with that douche?

We pulled up to Kellins house and we look at each other. "What the fuck just happened?" we say together.. Tomorrow should be interesting. Already making waves in our new lives.