The Sirens That Didn't Sleep

Dear Agony

Ronnie's POV

You know whats a magical feeling? You know where to get it? Its all with in your reach.

Those pharses are said constantly told to young children. Their parents letting their hopes get to high. What happens when they reach teenage years? Hmm. What happens when they child that you thought would be the head cheerleader or football star or even a ivy league student turns out to be the one everyone picks on? The one people use as punching bags. The one who you held so high in hopes they would take care of you. The one who sits alone in their bedroom at night contemplating life, running away suicide? The one that when they turn 18 leave home and riddlw their bodies with art.

Yeah that child. We are the ones that parents wantes to be perfect but when we werent, they pushed us to the side and focused on the younger ones. We make good grade we juat have pur own ways of things. Ive made a name for myself regardless of the way my name was made i made it amd with out the help of my parents. But i do wish they would have been more happy with my choices.

Laying in bed next to this amazing woman i met yesterday is not at all how i expected my life to change but i feel like because of her it's going to be a change that i will never forget.

Seeing her all broken and hurt reminded me of my younger self. Sure im over 10 years older tham her but that doesnt mean i dont see anything special in her. Hearing her words, seeing those scars, the way her eyes sparkle at the mention of dance and art. She is a sweet girl amd i see all the good in her but all she sees is the bad and the rough time she has had. She is the girl ive always wanted to have in my life as a role model.

After having day yesterday getting to know her and having fun getting drunk and hooking up with her sounded oh so nice but i held my urges back. Her friends to be honest bothered me just showing up like that. I get they care but its just the feeling i got of something bad happening to her thar made me just soo protective.

Her soft snores fill my ears and I push her purple curla out of her face and smile. She shuffles a little and i pull my hand back and lay down pretending to be asleep. I hear her get up and look down at me.

"Good morning beautiful. How did you sleep?" I ask in deep sleepy morning voice. Smiling knowing she finds my voice hot.

"Did we you know last night?" she asks me scared. I look at he them answers.

"Why would i do that to you? Sure you were a little drunk but no i care abput you. Id never do that. I mean fuck youre sexy as fuck but no we did nothing but sleep amd i held you close." she sigh in relief amd walk towards the bathroom. I unpacked her toiletries and put them up when she fell asleep last night so she wouldnt have to. I hear her brush her teeth so i take the oppurunty to lay down and relax.

She opens the door so i act asleep. She grabs somw clothes i see of mine out of the corner of my eye and heads back into the bathroom.

I get out of bed amd get dressed and go to the store down the road real quick. In the store i grab a stuffed animal and some roses. Maybe these will make her smile and her feel beautiful. I pay for them and leave. I get back to the hotel amd put them in her car with a little note.

I get in the room just in time to take off my ahoes and panta and get back in bed. I hear she is listening to Heart of Fire by my good friends Black Veil Brides. I hear her giggle and sing along.

She leaves the bathroom and i act a sleep. I can hear her sigh and walk out the door. I spring out of bed to grab my phone and semd a few quick texts to some very important people.

To Andy, Juliet
From Ronnie
-Hey man! Whats up?-

From Andy
To Ronnie
-NM dude just sitting here with the wife watch some movie. Wbu?-

To Ronnie
From Juliet
-Hey im a chick! And ive got some good news about you youve gotta tell me if its true?-

To Andy and Juliet
From Ronnie
- im just chilling in my room. And if the news is avout being a hero for a girl then you might be right. Anywho could you guys do me a solid?-

From Juliet
To Ronnie
- I knew it! Andy left to go to feed Femme. What is it you need?-

To juliet
From ronnie
- ok Jules. I met this girl yesterday and she is so sweet. Well we shared stories and had a few whatnots and i kinda like her. Fuck it i really fucking like her. And before you get all "did you fuck her" on me. No i didnt. She really likes you guys amd has always dreamed of meeting her role models so i was wondering if you guys could pop over amd make her day? It would be awesome if you could-

To Ronnie
From Juliet
- of course babe! Lemme talj to my man amd we will be on our way. Send me a pic of her and hwr name.

To juliet
From ronnie
-thx!

I semd her the pic amd information and lay back in bed. Soon the door opens and i hear Shae walk in.

"You look good in my clothes. Co
me cuddle?" I ask as i wraps my arms around her. She hump a little and turn around. And i smile

"Thanks for the stuffed animal amd roses. I love them"

"Im glad you do." i kiss hwr cheek and pick her up and put her on the bed amd climb on top of her and start kissing her. It geta heated really fast.

"God robbyshae you are so beautiful" I growl as I start kissing her neck and running my hands down her sides. She gasp. God this feels amazing. Ive never felt this way before.
I pull her face to mine and kiss her and take hershirt off. She does the same to me.

"Ronnie."

"Yes love?"

"Im scared. I want to ya know but ive never done it out of pure want it has just been lust beforw an.."

"Shut up shae. If you dont want to then we will stop amd just cuddle."

"Ok." we start kissing again breast. He kisses me then starts kissing down He looks up at me amd kisses down my stomach.

"Ronnie. I want you" i say. I looks up and wipes my mouth.

"You sure?"

"Yes please!" she moan amd i goes amd grab a condom. She grabs my boxers and pulls them down amd grasp my hard memeber in her hand and pump it a few times then suck it a little.

"Fuck. Feels so good!" i moan and puts the condom on. I crawl on top of her and kiss her.

"Miss Robbyshae. I want to make you feel like a queen." i whispers amd slowly starts to make her feel like a queen. It feels amazing.

When we finish i lay there and look over at her. And smile

"I really likw you Ronnie" she whispers.

"I really like you to Shae" i kiss her amd smile. Amd as if right om clue Andy starts yellibg out side my door. I look over at shae and the shock and smile on her face are juat what i was hoping for.

"How did he..? What the f.." is all she says.

"Go answer door my sweet." i get her up and she throws on clothes. Andy is still banging at thw door. And i hug her. Sending quick txt to juliet to tell andy to sing something be fore she gets there.
I walk with her to the door and i can hear it. Her heart beat.

She opens the door and she breaks down in tears as Andy starts singing The Mortician's Daughter.. Juliet hugs her and in this moment everything seems soo perfect. Andy has her hamd now and Shae is so happy and leans against me.

"Hello Miss. Its nice to finally meet you." andy kisses her hand and juliet hugs her amd they all smile at me and next thing i feel is shaes small arms around me and my arms around her

"Ronnie." i look down at her and she kisses me.
"I love yoy Shae" it just slips out. But the smile on her face to love in her voice i know i mean it.
" i love you to ronnie" is all she says. The after kiss is perfect.

"Whoopie! The happy couple. To bad it wont be happy for long" is all we heard and then shae goes down and standing there is Andy, Juliet, and Me and a stranger boy who vaguely resembles Kellin.

"ROBBY!!!!" i hear someone scream and i look over in the direction of her voice and i see ger friend amd kellin. But all i can focus on is shae laying lifeless in my arms..