chemistry | jeon jeongguk

seven

jungkook went to school feeling all better and he saw kim talking with yoongi. of course he felt jealousy.

jungkook's pov (a/n: lol finally)

he just studied here for three or four days but he's close with her already? what about me? i tried so hard to be friends with her but i keep being rejected. her words sometimes really hurt me but i just pretend that i'm totally fine.

i walked towards them then hugged her
"missed me baby?" i whispered and she jumped in surprise

"oh. it was you jungkook. how are you? all better?" she smiled sweetly which made my heart explode

"i-i'm all b-better..." i stuttered
"good" she turned and continued talking with yoongi.

ouch. that hurts
"what is the relationship between you two? you are so close already even though you were just here for three freaking days! do you know how much i tried to be friends with her but i keep being rejected? it hurts badly..." i just blurted out

your pov

"wohoo calm down bro i know you are jealous but hey, we are cousins that's all". yoongi told him

"oh" jungkook mumbled softly and everything became awkward. why does everything has to be like this between jungkook and i?

he suddenly left the class and didn't appear for the entire double session we had so i became worried. i don't know what's wrong with me. i always think about him but then i try to tell myself not to. i keep denying how i feel

the first thing when the bell rang for break, i quickly went to the rooftop

flashback
"i always go to the school's rooftop whenever i feel stressed, tired or sad. the view from there is very pretty, especially at night." jungkook told me

"you go there at night too? but aren't we supposed to be at home by that time?" i asked looking at him

"well... there are days i run from home just to be here, is usually because my parents fight, and i don't like that. i really really hate it..." he mumbled

"oh"

flashback ends

i started feeling guilty towards him. when i opened the door, i saw him standing there looking at the city. without hesitation, i ran up to him and hugged him
"i-i'm i'm sorry jungkook... I never thought-" he broke the hug and cut my sentence

"you never thought what? don't you think i have feelings too? don't you know how much i tried to be your friend but you always rejected me? i know i'm really annoying and stupid. like what a-"

"but you always make me crazy! you made me think about you every single day! i-i don't know... i think i'm starting to like you..." i mumbled the last words.

i suddenly woke up because of my brother's voice. was all of that a dream? thank god. i hope this never happens

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a/n: lol this was supposed to not go like this what the hell ? haha this was a dream pps, only this chapter!!