chemistry | jeon jeongguk

thirteen

as i was doing my homework, someone knocked the door
"ahm, come in" i said and the door was slowly opened. i turned and saw jungkook wearing my brother's clothes
"you look good" i nodded and smiled "need any help, jungkook?"

"well, i just wanted to see what you were doing you know" he rubbed his hair
"okay?" i looked at him in confusion "you can sit over there and if you need wi-fi just ask me for the password" i pointed at the couch beside me

"oh oh! listen to this!" jungkook said in excitement
"what now?" i turned to him "i'm kinda busy-"
"real quick!" he smiled "do you have wi-fi? because i'm deleting the connec-" i groaned, smiling a little bit

"you know, you're cute when you smile" jungkook sat down on the couch and looked at me
"please stop looking at me?" i bit my lower lip and said nervously
"okay kim, whatever you say" he took his phone out of his pocket and put a song

"do you remember when you said i sang well?" i nodded "do you want me to sing for you?" he asked

before i could answer, he interrupted me
"i would sing for you anyways" he chuckled

"The long night is following you as it flows"

he started and his voice gave me goosebumps. what an sweet, angelic voice. it makes me start to like him more

"Time follows you and fades
Why are you getting farther away?
So far that I can't reach you?

Tell me why, you're so far away, why
Can't you see me in your eyes anymore?

Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can't go on if you're not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms
Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can't go on if you're not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms

Love is not over, over, over
Love is not over, over, over
Love is not over, over, over
Love is not over, over, over

Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful"

tears unknowingly escaped my eyes then i cleaned them right away with my hands and i sniffed
"oh!" jungkook came to me and placed his hand on my back
"are you okay? what happened!" he started panicking "did i do something wrong?" "did-"

"hey i'm okay!" i laughed "its just that-" i sniffed "your voice touched me" i chuckled "and the lyrics-" (a/n what did i just write)

"oh" he chuckled as well "thank you kim, thank you"

"so, want me to sing another song for you?"
"for what? so i can cry again? no thank you! maybe next time!" i laughed

"you should do your homework jungkook, or did you do it already?"
"well... i have engish homework but-"
"but you don't want to do it because you're bad at it?" i cut his sentence

he stood up and pointed at me
"absolutely right! i sometimes wonder if you can read my mind you know"
"just take your book and i'll explain it to you" i pointed at the door and jungkook bowed
"yes mom!" he quickly ran to jimin's room to take his bag

"take that chair and sit here" i told him and pointed at the empty space beside me. he took the chair and sat, then took his note book and pencil case out of his bag. he showed me the work and i started explaining it to him

"and this part-" i suddenly stopped because i saw jungkook with his head on the table, sleeping soundly

"well jungkook is jungkook" i chuckled and touched his soft hair. i took a small blanket and put around him

"good night then, kookie" i smiled