I jist had a phisiclal dream so I joined the army... and as i am saying by to eveeyone and im about to go omw im walking twords my mom i blink... bad dissishon to blicknk... she was gone and i creied... i was hugging air... then i was on the beach with A guy... I don't know who maby from my barrack and I'm playing with star and she's reminds me of a old memories of me and her doing the same thing... then our general comes over and all I see is I picture... I say "it looks like purrsia" and it changes to him then I blink and it's back to the original... well he complanes about jackets having hole on the hands... after the shows us Into a school bus I rum to go grab my stuff and I turn around to take star and she's not there and my genral looks at me with the look of "I know you miss them all" and I run when jm grabbing my stuff our house mom who looks like my old step mom is there and I hug er goodbye... I had grown atached to her when I left to get to the bus... I turned around and in My mind I said "No! They need you! You should stay here! You Were about to leave tomarrow!"
And the bus looks like a yellow painted cament truck with an up sided own school bus on the back... so I make shut I have all of my stuff I get in and "Cool Kids" By echo Smith plays and I'm singing I look in the mirror and I look like my self... I'm on the verge of crying... then I wake up and I'm crying saying "I should of never joined the army never ever ever, I don't want to leave my mom, and all my family and friends... I should t of never joined... I want to go and hug them all right now...
Guys think about this... this close to memorial day... and I'm crying right now because of this dream I woke up crying
And... well I need some more hugs... I don't want to join I'm still crying over this dream I reamer it 100% I'm not tell all of it cuz the rest it wacked
