Chapter 16 {Thoughts}

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And a long wait. Sorry. I noticed mini stopped playing with Vanoss a wile back, Lui isn't uploading, wildcat isn't really playing with Vanoss or uploading as often. My only question is why? Why did they all stop playing together? Ohm has been playing a lot more with them. Not that I have a problem, I love Ohm and his vids. Its just, weird knowing the BBS is not what I was. :/ its sad. But I still love all of their videos, mostly Delirious. He stays strong <3 even is he doesn't upload footage of GTA and gmod with Vanoss or anybody, he is still strong and mysterious with it! And why did Lui stop posting? That's my #1 question. Anyways, getting off topic, enjoy!

Evan was extremely tired. He couldn't sleep with Jonathan always on his mind. He was like a magnet for his brain to always have him infront. He groaned and slammed his pillow on his head.

"What are you doing to me Jonathan?!" He yelled in his pillow. He took the pillow off his head and randomly started to pant. He squeezed his eyes closed and brought his knees to his chest. He couldn't stay still without something bothering him.

The main problem, was his mind closed and nasty thoughts appearing in his head. He whimpered and flipped over to lie on his stomach. He hugged his pillow and rolled his hips on the bed. He moaned quietly and his breathing slowed and became heavier.

"UGH! JONATHAN!" He yelled and glanced at the time. 5:50. He groaned and went to fix his problem.

He rested his head in hands and tried to clear his thoughts, only having little success. His eyes focused on Jonathan was was looking up front at the lesson. Seriously Jonny, what have you actually don't to me? You are always on my mind. God damn making me fall for you! He thought to himself and Jonathan glanced at him and quickly back at the front, his cheeks a noticeable pink.

Jonathan shifted slightly in his seat and his eyes darted from Evan and the front.

"Hey Evan, I need your extra gym clothing. I forgot mine!" Jonathan chirped, he didn't really forget his, he just loved the way Evan smelled. Evan rolled his eyes and slid down the railing leading to the halls for gym.

Evan opened the locker and tossed Jonathan the extra clothing. "You need to learn to bring your own clothing." He joked. He didn't want want Jonathan to get his own he loved they way he smelled after he gave them back, acted, and just loved him in general.

"But I.....uh never mind." Jonathan said, his face heating up slightly. He loved the way Evan smelled. To him its like a drug, easy to start and hard to stop. They both got changed, Evan being done first and glancing at Jonathan trying not to stare or blush.

"Not this shit!" Jonathan complained.

"And why are you complaining?" Evan asked.

"I'm weak, I can't do push ups." Jonathan said into a whisper and looked away. Evan tilted his head to the side and said,

"So? It isn't a letter grade. Its not gonna affect your score." Jonathan looked back up at him.

"Its not the grade, its the other guys who can actually do something that will take advantage of me being a weak little fuck."

"Your not weak, just try. I bet you can at least do one if you really try. And I won't let the others touch you, don't worry!" Evan reassured. Jonathan nodded a bit and looked away, not wanting Evan to see his pink face.

"Another minute!" The teacher yelled to the students who were doing the sit up portion. For Jonathan, sit ups were a walk in the park. Evan was holding his feet down and humming the Jeopardy tune. "Dew dew dew dew." Jonathan snickered.

"Stop it, 60. Before you mess me up! 61." He said.

"Why should I?" Evan smirked. Jonathan rolled his eyes.

"10 more seconds!" The teacher called. Jonathan stayed down until 2. Evan wasn't paying attention and Jonathan went up and hit his head against Evan's.

"Hey, that hurt!" Evan said rubbing his head. Jonathan laughed and they switched spots.

Jonathan watched as Regan skipped ahead of him on the way home. "You act like your 3." Regan nodded.

"Yep! And I'm not gonna mature!" She yelled back and ran up the stairs to the door.

Evan went home, still thinking about Jonathan. He sat on his bed and ran his hand through his hair messing it up slightly. "Jonathan, I swear," he laughed to himself,

"You do things to me. Your just drop dead sexy. Your eyes, smile, laugh, looks, and everything. I don't even think you like me back, heh, guess time will tell or this ain't to fairy tale." He said aloud and fell back, rolling to his side.

"You tear me apart from gay and straight. You make me smile, laugh, all fuzzy inside, and any other thing. You said you were broken, maybe I could help?" He smiled faintly.

"Sure you don't know me well and I don't know you well, but I want to help you. I care. I just love you." He sighed.

"Could I help fix you?"

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I'm really sorry this chapter is really short and shitty, I kinda rushed a bit and I am really tired. What, I wanted y'all to enjoy it. I noticed 800+ views. How is it possible? You are really still interested in this rubbish?

Its fucking 12 something at night (different time zones) I need sleep for my fucking finals are tomorrow! Fuck that and I'm saying to a F- on that final crap.

If you liked it, punch that vote button in the face, LIKE A BOSS! And high fives all round *wapish wapish* thank you and I'll see all you dudes IN THE NEXT UPDATE!!!!

(Credit to Mr. Septiceye for the outro ;))
Hey did y'all know Delirious played a thing of Depth with Jack, ohm, and Nogla?

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