Breakdown...

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~Harry's POV~

When I looked at Lidia before I ran out, I knew she knew what had happened.  I could tell that this has been going on for a while, just by looking at the scars.  You could see that some were fresh and the old.  

I had to get out of the house.  When I left, I went to a club and ordered about six shots.  I don't know what kind of drink it was because I didn't want to know.   Everything kinda became dizzy at once.  I noticed a very pretty girl walking over.  She stopped beside me at the bar and ordered two shots of tequila.  She pushed one of them to me and she downed hers.  I was hesitant at fist but what the hell.  Nothing to lose.

 She dragged me to the dance floor and started grinding.  I had to admit,  I was getting a little turned on by the action.   

"Wanna go to my place?" I asked practically yelling so she can hear me over the music.  She nodded and we walked to my house which wasn't to far from here.

When we got there, I took out my keys and unlocked the door.  We went inside and I noticed that everyone was asleep.  I took this opportunity and pushed her against the wall and kissed her lustfully.  I shut the door and I picked her up and headed to my room without breaking the kiss.  We made it to the room and I shut the door. 

I was about to take her shirt off when there was a light knock on the door.  I groaned.

I gave the girl a look saying hold on.

I went to the door and opened it.


~Bailey's POV~

I woke up in the middle of night and noticed everyone was asleep and still no sign of Harry.  I got hungry and went down stairs and grabbed a water bottle and went to the couch.  I fell asleep a couple minutes later.

I woke up to someone shutting the door.  When I looked over there, I saw harry practically eating off a girls face.  I saw him pick her up and walk to his room.  Before they made it to his room, I saw the girl looking at me.  She just had that look in her eyes that I didn't like.

When they shut the bedroom door, I went there and knocked softly.  I heard a groan and then the door opened and a very aggravated Harry stood there.  He pushed me away and he walked out and shut the door.

"What the hell do you want?"  He asked.  I could smell the alcohol stench on him.  I took a step back.

"You woke me up and I wanted to apologize."  I said looking down.  When I looked up at him, he had a furious look on his face.

"I don't want your apologies. Go to fucking bed.  No one likes you.  We only got you because you were in the way.  We had no choice.  We only wanted Lidia.  But we got a package deal."  He said as he pushed me back with a little more force this time.

"You don't mean that," I said with tears brimming my eyes.

"I fucking do though.  I never liked you.  Go cut yourself some more."  With that he slammed the door.  (A/N:  I don't think of him like this.  He's sweet I would guess.) 

I just stood there staring at the door with tears pouring down my face.   I got out of my trance and ran to my bedroom, slammed the door and locked it.  I went to my drawer and went through it til I found what I was looking for.

There was a knock at my door but I ignored it.  I went into my bathroom but left the door open because I didn't feel like closing it.  

I stood in front of my mirror and looked at myself, picking out my flaws.

Ugly nose.

Fat stomach.

Fat thighs. 

Annoying.

As I did, the tears were rolling down my cheeks.  It was like a down pour, actually.  I took the blade and sliced my wrist for the flaws I have.  Then I did another slice for making Harry hate me.  And an extra one.  I did the same to my thighs.  The ones on my wrist were deep but not too deep.  But deep enough to lose a lot of blood.

I was slowly getting drowsy, so I laid down on the bathroom floor.  The last thing I remember is someone coming in and yelling for the boys with panic.  They came over and crouched down by me but I couldnt make out who it was. 


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