Calum's POV
Oh god, what have I done. I've just had a massive screaming match with my best mate, AND disobeyed my doctors instructions.
"Cal Cal" Mike whispers through the door in a baby voice, "Can I come iiiin" he continues "mhm" I reply trying not to use my voice to much. "Can we just chat for a while, I never talk to you anymore" Mikey says with wide eyes and with his bottom lip pouted out.
"Sure bud, come here"
Jasey's POV
OH MY GOSH. What the hell just happened. The worst part of the whole Luke, Calum fight is that I can't pick any side, so I have to check on them both even though Luke made me so angry with the words he'd used against Cal.
I decided I would go to Luke's room, because I saw Michael go to Cal's room. I knocked on Luke's door and took a deep breath in, 'try and not yell' I kept repeating to myself in my head. "Who?" Is all Luke said, after I'd knocked. "Umm Jasey?" I stated as more of a question than and answer "Come In" he ordered. I opened the door and stepped into his room, "can we talk?" I asked questioningly, "what's there to talk about" he asked with attitude "are you fucking serious, you just asked that question" I said raising my voice as my anger arose "yeah, what to it"
I walked to the door and looked him in the eyes, shook my head and walked to Calum's room, I opened the door and walked to the bed, Ashton and Michael were sitting on bed with Calum "Hey" I said quietly "Hey" they all replied in unison, I went to sit beside Mike but he pulled me onto his lap, I leant my head back so it was on his shoulder "you okay" he whispered in my ear making it tingle slightly "mmm" was all I replied he wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled his head into my shoulder. I let out a deep sigh causing Ash and Cal to turn and stare at me and Michael "Aww" they both said at the same time I chuckled and turned my head to face Calum and Ash "I had no idea, that was the reason you asked me to leave the doctors room" I said looking Calum in the eyes. "I'm sorry" he replied guiltily.
I twisted my body so I was still sitting on Michaels lap but facing the two other boys at the same time. "You know.... I truly love you boys, and if it hadn't have been a misunderstanding at that airport, I would never have met you guys, and I don't think I'd be who I am now without you guys" I say getting everything off of my chest. I leaned forward so that I was just in front of Calum's face, I kissed his cheek and lifted myself off of Michaels lap. I did truly love those boys, and that's why I decided I should talk to Luke more thoroughly. I walked to the door and turned around facing the three boys, "Luke" was all I said before leaving the room. I stood in the door frame of Luke's room. He had his back forwards me staring out his window, I could see his back shaking, and realised he was crying. I shifted my feet until I was leaning on the edge of his bed, I crawled up onto it and sat next to Luke, with my legs crossed.
I put my arm around his back to calm his breathing, he just turned his face to me and wrapped his arms around my body. "I fucked everything up, they all hate me" he said, as he started to sob again. "They don't hate you, Luke. You just pissed them off. You pissed me off too, but I'm here for you, so what's really going on, why are you so snappy lately?" I question, feeling his tears through the clothing on my shoulder. " I don't know, Jase. I don't know" he whispered, I unravelled him from my body and looked him in the eyes, " You wanna apologise?" I asked shifting across the queen bed till my feet dangled over the edge, I turned my head to see him nodding his. I reached for his hand and we walked slowly to Cal's room.
I then left Luke standing at the doorway and walked downstairs, so they could work it out.
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Authors note•
I'm not sure I should continue writing, ahhhh
