Random Scribbles

ONLY YOU

There was a time when we spent the sweetest moments dear
Everything between us always remained crystal clear
We shared each and everything between us
There was hardly any fuss

We started coming closer to each other
Made promises of always staying together
There were times we had differences and we fought
But would soon apologize and forget the lot.

But soon a day came when everything took a topsy turvy turn
You made me realise that I was always meant to burn
You broke my trust like no one ever did
And I cried my heart out that day like a small kid

Still with the broken trust and broken heart
I decided to forgive you to make a fresh start
Not because I was strong
But could never stay away from you for long

Though we stayed far a mile
There came a time when I had to stay away from you for a while
You never understood with much heavy heart I had said so
But you hurt me yet again with pitiless words at a go

I forgave you yet again
Just bcoz I didn't want to break our chain
I was still always there whenever you needed me
Though I hardly had time and was never free

Slowly distances came between us
For you there was nothing more to discuss
I felt fighting with you would be a good choice
So that I can at least hear your voice

The fights were never serious
Both of us knew this, was obvious
I tried my best that the conversation keeps going
But after all even I'm a human being
Even I have a heart,I feel pain,I get hurt
But you always dust me away like a dirt

Each time you could just see how guilty you were,how bad you felt
Not a single time you tried understanding how I dealt
If I don't say anything
Doesn't mean my heart is made of stone or something

Today you hardly have time for me
But neither was I ever free nor did I make excuses, you see.
Today probably your priorities changed
Or rather I was never a priority but a option that stayed

There was a time when you were tensed
Knowing I'm Ill or stressed
I was happy and felt the best
But today you hardly have time to reply me "take care and rest"

Amid all the pain I still laugh out aloud
So that my pain remain wrapped in the shroud
If even after all this you feel things never changed
I have nothing to say because I'm ashamed
Not since you couldn't understand me
But bcoz till date I tried understanding ONLY YOU though I was never free.

A/n -These are just my first trial in poetry.. I seriously don't think poetry is my cup of tea.. Yet.. This just.. Just happened.. Sorry to disappoint you.. :(