'Your Love Consumes Me' A Damon Salvatore Love Story. Part Of The 'Epic Love Saga'

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WARNING this chapter contains R rated scenes.

Damon P.O.V

I didn't know where to start looking for Siena I mean New York is a freaking big city. I tried to think like Siena and where she would go. I thought of one place that she maybe so I made my way there. When I found Siena in the cemetery I killed me watching her cry over Blair grave like that. I don't think she will ever get over the death of her dearest friend. I notice from that very day when she found out about Elena killing Blair something changed in Siena, like a apart of her died along with Blair. I wanted to waked over there but I feared another rejection from her. I know I'm not going to give up on her but it didn't mean her words didn't cut me like a knife.

"God I miss you Blair you were taken too soon" she began to sob looking at the head stone "It's my fault your here Blair.....I'm the reason why you were killed" How could she even think that it weren't her fault at all "I can't believe your gone and right now I need you more than ever" I began to approach her I watched Siena touched the head stone "I'm scared Blair.... I'm scared of what I'm turning into..... I've lost everything Blair" She placed hands over my face and cried into them. All I wanted to do is comfort her I crouched down next to her.

"Princess" She moved her hands from her face and I could see the sorrow in her eyes, it really concern me seeing her like this "Come here" I pulled her into a hug she cried into my chest. I hadn't seen her in this state since the night Elena told her she killed Blair I needed to let her know it weren't her fault "Siena it wasn't your fault that Blair died" Siena suddenly pulled away from me and stood up so many emotion filled her face from sorrow to anger.

"How can you tell me that Damon, its my fault, that Elena killed Blair" I can't let her keep on blaming herself for this, if she carry on like this it will drive her insane. I got up and cupped her face looked at her like this. I could feel a lump building up in throat while I looked at the woman I love more than anything looking broken in front of me.

"No it wasn't your fault Siena" The tears kept flowing down her cheeks I can't have her being like this anymore I needed to somehow bring back Siena from all of this. To be the girl she used to be, it not like I can compel her so I need to do this the only way I can and that being a supportive husband.

"I don't know what I want any more Damon" She stepped away from me. I knew what she wanted she just needs to realise it once again.

"You want a love that consumes you" I wiped away her tears "That's what you want Siena. That's how I feel with you when I'm around you consume me with your touch, your voice, your presence there no one else I want to be with but you" I cupped her face in my hands and looked deep into her eyes. That how I felt about Siena there was nothing and no one who could make me feel the way she did. I never thought it could be possible to love someone this much, but with her being my wife and my soul mate she made me feel grateful to be alive. Before she came into my life it was all about finding Katherine everything was about Katherine I thought that was love. But boy I was wrong. What Siena made me feel was alive that I had a purpose to actually be here she gave things that I thought a selfish vampire like myself that I was could never have.

"That what I feel when I'm with you Damon" Siena broke me out of my thoughts I couldn't help but smile. I made her feel the same way as she made me feel "I don't know what going on with me, but what I do know is that I want to come home" I couldn't believe the words that came out of her mouth she wanted to come back home.

"There is a god up there...... Thank you!" I said while looking up to the sky. I pulled her towards me and kissed her, it felt like fireworks were exploding inside me having her lips touching mine. Siena wrapped her arms around my neck to deepen our kiss. I snaked my arms around her waist pulling her closer to me so there were no space between us. I had my Bella back in my arms and it was the greatest feeling ever. I didn't wanted it to ever end after very long moment we pulled away from each other and I couldn't help but smile at her. "Why don't we go back to your parents" she gave me a small smile and nodded she turned back around to Blair grave.