Him (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 14

"LIAM" I yell with a bit of a shock realizing my surroundings. All the drawers are empty ad open.

In a few seconds Liam rushes where I am. standing and looks at the room.

"What the.." He says and walks in the room. He goes to the end of the bed where there's a note. He picks it up and starts reading it with a disbelieving look.

"Liam what does it say?" I ask him and walk over to him. He just gives the note to be with a sympathetic expression.

"Dear Rose,

I knew you'd find this somehow, either it was from Liam or someone else.. I can't be with you anymore. I'm going to leave town, and never come back. I'm sorry. I just want you to know that I loved you more than I loved anything before, and still do.

Please don't come looking for me, please. It wouldn't end well. Just continue your life as normal, for me? Maybe someday we'll see each other, but by the looks of... everything right now, I'm not so sure that going to happen.

But if you ever do see me again, if that would be possible, don't come and talk to me. Just ignore me. I'm not worth your time, and you're better off without me.

You can move in my room when you don't want to live with your mum anymore, that's perfectly fine with me, I wont be using it anyway. Oh, and most importantly, take care of yourself.

With love,

Harry xx"

As I finish reading the note I break down crying, why did this happen? Is he really in trouble? Or did he say green so many times so he could get me to come here asap?

Courtney comes in the room and asks Liam what's going on, and then with shock, she hugs me and tries to comfort me.

But I can't live without him.

I wont.

Three weeks later.

Maybe it's true that time can heal hearts, but it leaves a scar forever. That's what a smart man once told me, and only now I realize how true that sentence is.

Yes it's been three weeks without Harry, but it seems much longer. In that time, I've already moved in Harry's room, seems more like a home to me than anything. He left a few clothes and stuff behind, and that only reminds me that I need to find him.

I'm turning 18 in two days. Harry and I made plans for that day. We would've had so much fun. Now I really don't even feel like a party. I've been distant to everyone, I know that, but I've been researching in this room for a long time. Maybe I'm a little obsessed, but I somehow know the thing in that note wasn't him. It couldn't have been.

Courtney and Jason are the most worried abouot me tough, Jason even said I might be in denial. And maybe that's true, but I don't really care. They dn't understand, he's all I had.

"Rose are you even listening?" Jason asks me with a worried expression.

"Yes." I lie.

"Well what do you think? I mean is it OK with you?" Jason continues.

"Ok I wasn't listening." I mumble and he sighs.

"Is it ok if she comes to live here? Not permanently, but for some time."

"Who?"

"Ellie. The little girl I told you about. I found her wondering around the streets last night, she said she ran from her home. She can explain it to you if you want to know the details."