Cuddle Me Tight

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(A/N: P.S. i'm gonna try to make this one as fluffy as possible because of how dramatic the last chapter was, so i hope you like fluff?)

*Chris's POV*

It took a while for me to calm down after the whole incident, but eventually i felt normal again. No one really bothered me while i lay sullenly on my bed with the door closed. Janice left me alone with my thoughts after the talk, of course, she took all the pills and metal blades i had so nothing else would happen. Every once in a while someone would come knocking on the door, mostly Ghost because Ryan and Ricky were too busy being all over each other and Josh knew it wasn't a good idea to come near me right now, they never came in, only asked me if i needed anything from outside of the door.

By the time i came out of my room, hair a mess and make up smudged all over my face, it was pretty late. My apartment was littered with blankets and bodies lying sleepily on the couch and floor, so i had to tip toe past people to not wake them up. Ghost was on he floor lying only a few feet away from Janice (also on the floor) and the couch where Ryan and Ricky were entangled with each other. On the other plush couch was Samantha, sleeping with a face that looked distressed, the blankets kicked off of her body but she was sleeping cautiously on her back. I couldn't help but think how beautiful she looked, nothing could take that beauty away from her, not even my stupidity. And whether i liked it or not, this baby was most likely mine, and even if it was Josh's, I would be the one taking care of him or her.

Ever so gently i tucked the loose hair that stuck to her face securely behind her ear. She seemed to calm down and relax with my touch which made my stomach tie in a knot from regret for yelling at her earlier. She stirred lightly in her sleep before peaking her eyes open and looking around blindly in the dark. "Josh?" Ouch, that one hurt. But I let it go because i didn't want to feel how i did before again. Besides, it was dark and she probably thought i was still pissed at her.

"Try again, Snowflake." I leaned over the couch and placed a gentle kiss on her temple.

"Chris." Samantha's voice was groggy from her sleepy trance. "I'm sorry." Just now did i notice the puffy red skin around her eyes and blotchy color on her cheeks. For how long she had been crying, i don't know but that hung heavy on my heart.

"No, no it's..." I didn't want to say that it was okay because it wasn't. I'd never fully get over the fact that she had gotten with Josh while i was in the hospital, but i had to accept it and i still did love her. "I'm sorry for how i reacted."

I tip-toed around the side of the couch and sat on the plush cushions over her legs. "It's not your fault." She moved over enough for me to lay down behind her, my chest pressed firmly to her back and my hand wrapped around her securely because i didn't want to lose her again. My fingers were splayed across her extended belly. If this were any other girl, any other girlfriend of mine, i wouldn't have forgiven her so quickly. But Samantha was something different. I didn't like admitting this, but i think i loved her and not that middle school love or "we're dating and i'm obligated to say i love you"... i truly loved her in a way that was beyond words.

"It's not what you originally thought, i promise. You have to let me explain..." I felt her tense in my arms, thinking that i was mad.

"I don't want to talk about it, i just wanna lay here and pretend it didn't happen." Unintentionally i curled my arms tighter around her body. I could feel her heart beat soothingly from where head laid against her neck. I was anything but tired so i occupied my time by pressing soft kisses to her shoulders and trailing them up her neck until i was at her jawline. Her cheeks were a bright red from blushing and i couldn't help but smile. "You're cute." I said in between sweet kisses. I bit my lip seductively, wandering my hand down her stomach until it was at the slightly stretched out elastic band on her sweat pants.

"Chris.." She giggled a protest and pushed my hand away.

"Can you at least warn me before you start taking each others clothes off, i'm feeling a bit uncomfortable listening to this moan fest." Ryan's awkward voice interrupted us through the darkness. I couldn't stop the laugh and eye roll that i gave him after that.

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