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Mika

"Okay class dismissed." My ever boring prof declared. Yes naman finally! This class is too boring for my life ugh why do we have to study this pa ba, necessary ba talaga?

Excited din ako because last class ko na 'to meaning makakauwi na ako, thursday pa naman today so walang pasok tomorrow and yes 'me time.'

I'm an introvert kasi, not that I don't like people. I just don't wanna hear their problems and rants and dramas and stuff. Kaya I only have one friend, yes one lang talaga. She's my childhood bestfriend and wala akong choice. Although, yung mga classmates ko siguro I talk to them but I don't consider them as my friends, maybe acquaintance is the right term?

No, not because introvert ako that means I have a problem or may pinagdadaanan ako. No. In fact, my life is just the way I want it to be. Masaya ako with my family because they support me in everything. Also, just because introvert ako ibig sabihin nun I'm a nerd. No din, average student lang ako na pumapasa. I just really love being alone. Love yourself by Justin Bieber talaga ang theme song ng buhay ko.

As I was walking pauwi, my phone suddenly beeped. Sige let me guess, if di 'to si Mama, I'm sure si Jessey 'to.

From: Jz

Bf! Thursday today! Tara Happy T!

Oh tama yung hula ko but I regret opening the message. Sana pala di ko na lang in-open para I have an excuse na nakauwi na ko nung nabasa ko yung text pero I think I just have to make another excuse.

To: Jz

Dapat sinabi mo earlier para nakapagpaalam ako kay Mama. Next time na lang bf ☺

Sana wag niya na 'ko kulitin please. But my phone beeped again. Hay, di talaga ako titigilan nito.

From: Jz

HOY MIKA AEREEN NAGPROMISE KA LAST TIME NA YOU'LL GO WITH ME THE NEXT TIME NA YAYAIN KITA WAG KANG TALKSHIT DI KA PA PUMAPAYAG MAG HAPPY T GAGO INTROVERT KA DIBA

Intense diba? Well, that's my bestfriend and ganyan talaga siya. Di ko din naman siya masisi dahil ilang beses ko nga naman na siyang dinitch. Pero I'm not really used to go to parties kasi nga unang-una madaming tao. Tapos I'm sure sobrang toxic there like people are drinking and smoking and even making out. Not what I want talaga. But sige just this night, I'll try.

To: Jz

OO NA NGA PAPUNTA NA KO

From: Jz

Yay! Love u bf! Finally! See u 😘

For sure excited 'tong bestfriend ko. After how many tries ba naman na i-convince ako, ngayon lang ako nag-yes kaya malamang excited talaga siya. But my plan is to just sit there and do nothing, wala naman ako gagawin dun. Ay, I have to send a message pa pala kay Mama.

To: Mama

Ma baka gabihin na po ako. Don't worry I'm with jessey naman po

I'm sure papayagan ako nito kasi she trusts me. They trust me naman kasi alam nila kung paano nila ako pinalaki. Baka nga ma-excite pa 'to kasi they want me to go out naman minsan, mag-party naman daw ako minsan kasi ang boring daw ng life ko. Ganyan sila ka-supportive. Lels. Ayan na my phone beeped ulit, bilis mag-reply ni Mama ah.

From: Mama

K anak. Enjoy ka sa party luv u

Diba she already know na magpa-party ako. Grabe si Mama. Iba.