Violet Hill (Buckin)

If you love me..(Chapter 1)

This is my first entry on Wattpad.. I've done fanfics on other forums and threads and things, but this is the BIG LEAGUES. So this is the first chapter so here it goes..(:

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I remember the night perfectly. We were at the studio, me playing my guitar, Guy on his bass, Will eating chips, and Chris singing to himself.

I've always wondered why he does it, Guy and Will find it weird. I just kinda stare in amazement.

Chris's voice is one to give you chills. You can almost feel the passion.

"Guys, wanna run through some songs for the album?" said Chris, interrupting his song. We were working on the Viva la Vida album. Will sighed, and Guy stopped playing. "Sure which one shall we start with?" I asked.

Chris had to think a few seconds before answering " Violet Hill." I love Violet Hill. Its probably my personal favorite, besides Green Eyes.

We start to play. It still kinda amazes me how talented we have gotten over the years.

"Was a long and dark december...."

Sometimes I wish I could sing as good as him. It must feel so amazing to open your mouth and have that music just pour out of it.

"If you loveeee me, won't you let me know..."

I love my riff here. I always feel so... special I guess. When I play it. Chris smiles when I play solos.

It's nice to feel like I'm not just a useless player in the back. Chris normally gets most of the attention. I don't mind that much though. He always does the talking, I'm just his quiet bestfriend.

I love how Chris still acts like we are just bestfriends fooling around at recess. I love how he laughs and smiles, and tells dumb jokes.

While I played that song I was so lost in thought. Why do I feel this way about Chris? Is it weird? It's probably just how bestfriends are.. right?

"I took my love down to violet hill....

there we sat in the snow..."

I came back to reality and realized the song was almost over. Chris was staring right at me. He looked kind of lost. Kind of ... longing. Those blue eyes. STOP GIVING ME THAT LOOK!- I thought.

"If you love me, won't you let me know...."

he kept looking up from the piano, and our blue and green eyes met.

He shrugged. Was he asking me? I got butterflies. But I also felt sort of sick to my stomach. Why do I think about him this way. Why do I have this urge to hold him and love him and never stop. Ugh why.

He played the last few chords...

" so if you love me, won't you let me know......."

Now he stared right at me.

I wanted to cry. I don't know why but the emotion was confusing me.

That was when I decided to tell myself what I had been trying to deny.

I am in love with Chris.

I am in love with my bestfriend.

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So I hope you liked it. It's not very good yet, but I wanted to get something on here.

If you have any ideas on what you want me to put in this story then go ahead and comment, because I need creative ideas to make this different from any other Buckin fanfic. 👍