Social Anxieties

Chapter 11

Petter is on his trip to Shylhet. And Alek is the youngest member of this group.Alek took Alex with him.Wassi didn't say anything or showed any concern as he took Alex with him.
And that's something Alek is happy about, to take his nephew to a trip.
He always loves kids.

Wassi seems so cold about kids.And it's bad as being a dad.The most wonderful relation between dad and son is absent here.

Alek thinks it must be hard for Usha. She just got destroyed. He feels very guilty for her situation. Their parents should not have given Usha in a wrong hand.A monster like Wassi.

Alex is very happy to be here.He is touching the grasses on that tea garden and went  near the stream.

The weather in Shylhet is cold compared to other places in Bangladesh. It's rainy sometime and cold at night. You might need to wear warm cloth even in a rainy summer night.

Alek thought her sister Usha would have been very happy if she were here. Wassi will never let her come with her cousin brother. Alek smiled in sarcasm, he never looked at Usha otherwise. He could have of course but he never felt it exept a brothrly love and responsibility for her.

It's not that, Usha is  attractive but it was what Alek always felt for her , and her security in past.He found himself as a saver for Usha from other man like a brother.But Wassi will never be able to realize it.

But it was true he always felt an attraction on Usha's childhood friend Maisha. Alek just never been able or thought to tell it to anyone.
Maisha had always that exotic or enormous appearance what Alek cant deny. She wasn't a beak nosed beautiful sharp girl. But there was something very sharp and fiercely look in her which was Very irresistible for Alek.She had an strong bilingual face structure. But she was not tall as Usha. But her long face structure always flattered her height as a long woman does.
In other hand Usha was very soft, unrevealing and realistic beauty.
The contrast between them never let Wassi think anything else about Usha.

It had been so long since he last saw Maisha. It was not so long when he heard Maisha married to her steady boyfriend. He always knew it though, so he never try to let those girls know what's in his mind.

So his first and last childhood love got in the trash..

Alek hope Maisha to be happy with her husband. He doesn't know if Maisha is suffering like Usha. Alek feels unbearable pain for Usha. He hopes Maisha is okay. Just can do that for her at the moment. Nothing senses more painful watching those girl suffering.

Alek came to the reality when his boss Petter called his name out loud. He was smiling at him. The best thing in Petter's feature is his smile. It can melt anyone's heart. Alek smiled back to his boss. Petter sometime vanishes from the circle, office sometime. At that moment Alek couldn't find any odd things in this man.

"Alek?let's have some lunch,come on evryone" Petter was trying to gather the scattered group here and there.

"I'm calling them Sir,don't you worry". Alek waved at his team.

Petter lit a siggerate by asking the permission of Alek.Alek usually doesn't smoke. Petter has decent sence of manner.

All of a sudden Alek thoght about her poor cousin sister. He wished to get her someone gentle as Petter but it's like Reaching the moon for them even though he is in good position in this group but he is just a employee to think that far.

Now evrything is too late, just have to see the girl suffer rest of her life.Alek hold tight His nephew more firmly and step ahead to the rest house with the group for lunch.