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I really hate happiness Those temporary happiness It kills me badly It feels like I've been stab thousand times
Especially in my heart and in my mind No matter what I do There's somethings won't be right I don't know anymore how to make it bright
Sometimes I want to end this life But I don't want to because I'm sure something won't be right again There is something whispering that I must continue No matter what I do there is always mistake at my side
But if I quit I won't be a bother to anyone right? If I quit I won't be able to continuing to feel this right? If I quit everybody will be happy right? Because I won't be able to do something anymore
I always commit mistake Even if it was not my intention I thought, I do something right But in the end it's still a mistake
It hurts so much It hurts that I want to end this I keep telling myself Fight, keep going and don't stop
But I'm terrably wounded They keep on hurting me I want to burst out I want a happy ending
But how? How can I achieve it? Because right now I am afraid of happiness
Loneliness is at my back Hugging me tightly And chain me in this chamber Chaos in my mind
