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The Babies

Tink POV:

I can't think straight. I don't know whats going on , all i know is I have a sharp pain in my stomach. "Ahhhh" I screamed out. Some people was holding me down. I couldn't really make out who was are where I was at. I was freaking out , I can't freaking move ! I'm trying to get out they grip but somebody stuck me with something and I started to chill out. I started seeing things , I thought I seen monkeys but I got to be tripping.

Tommy POV:

Im still sitting out here waiting when a doctor came out and called my name. "Yea" I said getting up. "You can come see her now , we put her on some meds so she's gonna be a Lil loopy." I just said ok and kept following him. I miss tink and all I'm worried about is if the baby are tink is ok. As I'm walking in I seen her just laying there so worn out. "You okay baby?" She smiled a lil and said "yea , they
should be here next Wednesday. That's when they are planning to induse me. I'm so tired of being fat and pregnant" she laughed and then I laughed. "Baby you not fat , you just have a life inside you" I kissed her forehead and layed next to her. She's having a baby boy and girl but she haven't decided any names yet. "Tink?" She lifted her head up. "Yes?"."thought of any names baby?" She shook her head yea and said "Londyn Marie and Landon ty'ree" I smiled. "Those are so cute , can't wait till Wednesday" she looked up at me with confusion in her eyes. "Why your looking like that Tink?" She moved her attention to the tv. We sat in silence for a good 5 minutes before I decided to speak again. " Tink, what's up man?" She shook her head and said nothing. "Man it has to be something if you just stop talking like that." I said while shifting myself in the bed to face her. " we might be messing around and all but that don't mean your gonna be here for my kids when I need you cause if anything happen or we get into it about something you can easily say they aren't your kids." I get what she's saying, I mean she's looking out for herself and her kids. "I'm not cut like that but I understand" . I don't even know where we stand now. I really understand what she's saying but damn man. I'm so deep into my thought I ain even notice that the doctor came in. "So were going to be keeping you here over night so that we could just keep an eye on you, but what I want to talk about is that you have two options. 1 you could stay here till Wednesday or 2 you could go home. It's totally up to you , we want you to be stress free and comfortable and if staying here would stress you out then go home because I want what's best for you and the twins." Tink looked up at me like a questioning look. "I mean it's up to you tink. You old enough to make your own decisions" I said. "I'll stay home till Wednesday" she said sounding irritated. "Could I go now, I really just want to be in my bed" she said starting to cry a little. Her voice was shaky. "Let me check your vitals and make sure it's safe for you to go home, give me about 45 minutes and I'll come to you with my answer , until then try not to stress okay?" The doctor said while opening the door to leave. "Tink what's wrong?" I said giving her a napkin. " I don't know what imma do , I can't even take care of myself , how tf imma take care of two kids! two NEWBORNS?!" I didn't know what to say , I didn't want to say the wrong thing. She's vulnerable rn. " imma help out as much as I can" she looked at me and shook her head. " it's not your responsibility, I just wish my mom was here to guide me and show me the right way to care for my babies when they get here. That's all I ask for , I wish I could just go back in time and make the right decisions. I don't understand tommy like , me and this dude went half on a baby. He didn't give me not one thing to help prepare things for when the twins get here , hell he don't even know I'm having twins" she said crying hard. I just grabbed her and rocked her till she fell asleep. About 20 mins later the doctor came in and said that she couldn't leave until morning. I laid Tink head on a pillow and got on the couch. I charged my phone and then laid down to go to bed.

Tink POV:

Next day @8:30

I have been discharged for about 10 mins now and tommy is still asleep. Idk what's going on with me but I have been very depressed for the pass 4 days. I just wish I had help but no more worrying and Nono saying I wish this or that. Imma do what I have to do for myself and my kids regardless. We're gonna make it and imma make sure of that. Imma just have to do what I gotta do for them. Everything is about them now. I can't sit around crying and asking god why when I can be grinding , figuring out ways to get what I need. I'm so ready to get in my bed tho. "Tommy get up" I said while pushing him. I packed everything that I had from last night so I'm good on packing . It wasn't much no way. "Tommy!!!!  Gtf up bru! I'm hungry and sleepy , I just wanna get in my bed and sleep all day" like damn come on. " alright Tink damn. Yeen gotta do all that. Stop being so dramatic bru" ik he didn't tf. I looked at him and just walked off to the car. I don't have time for the foolishness today. He didn't have to holler man fr. I went and sat in the car. "Man I should have got the keys" I said saying
out loud. Bout 10 mins later tommy comes out with a huge smile on his face. Wtf got him so happy. "Why you so happy?" I said looking confused. He didn't say anything , he just kept smiling into his phone. I guess it's one of his hoes that has his attention. O well , we not together or anything so we good. "Can you stop at canes plz I'm starving" he nodded his head. Why is he acting so weird. About 30 mins later we pull up at canes drive thru. I really wanted to sit down and eat but o well. "Hi how are you today my name is Candice, what would you like today on this awesome afternoon." I looked at the menu even tho it's not much on there. "Can I have the box with 4 tenders extra fries and sauce and for the drink I want a lemonade. "Alrighty would you like anything else with your order?" I looked at tommy and he's down staring at his phone. Ig he doesn't want anything. "No ma'am that'll be all". Before she could even call my order back to me he pulled off. I pulled a 20 out my bag and gave it to him. "What you giving me that for" he asked. "Umm I'm trying to pay for my food" he laughed "I always spat , what's different this time?" Ughh calm calm calm Tink. "Well give it here I didn't know" gosh what is his problem. He ended up paying for it. I really wanna know why he's acting so weird. 10 mins later I get a call from a number I don't know