make you believe in me [justin bieber love story]

chapter 14- flash from the pass

Delilah's pov-

I just came back home from the lake that song I wrote makes me sad.. at the lake someone was watching me I could feel it and I don't feel safe. I don't know why I get my self involved in relationships I mean I obviously can't deal with this shit nope not after what happened with Joe...

-flash back-

today was me Joe's anniversary and I was excited because he is the best boyfriend ever I love him to pieces right now I'm getting ready to go to his house I put on a white knees length dress white heels and I had my hair down with a little bit of make up

I pull my car into the drive way but I see a different car I've never seen before there... hmm?

I walk in and I can hear moaning coming from upstairs I instantly feel the tears well up.. this isn't good.

even tho I knew the out come I walk up stairs and open the door alittle to reveal Joe and some blonde chick having sex... are my eyes seeing wrong? nope I plunge the door open and throw my self at the blonde bitch

me: WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU DOING

I say while I'm on top of her punching her and pulling her hair

blonde ghetto bitch: OW WJAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE

me: HAVING SEX WITH MY NOW EX- BOYFRIEND

Joe: WHAT EX NO NO NO NO ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE

I hop off the bitch and slap him across the face

me: NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE DA FUQ NIGGA?! WHAT IS IT THEN FUCKER I DIDNT JUST WALK INTO YOU AND SOME GHETTO HAS BLONDE RETARDED ASS BITCH HAVING SEX!? HUH?! DONT COME UP WITH THE SAME OLD BULLSHIT OF "ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE BABY PLEASE" BECAUSE DAMN RIGHT MY EYESIGHT ISNT SHITTY IT IS WHAT I SAW FUCK YOU WERE OVER!

with that I threw my promise ring he gave me on the floor slapped him and the bitch and before I walked to the door I said

me: have fun with your slut, DONT treat him right karmas a bitch

and slammed the door and drove to my house I didn't eat or sleep for a month straight and I started cutting too I knew I needed to stop

-end of flash back-

I remember how bad it was when I cut but also how good it felt ill try again I still have the razor in my bathroom...

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sorry short update soon... Bye :) ~crystal