Hold On Pain Ends (Chris Brown&Kayla Phillips)

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Kimora PoV:

I feel like shit. I'm such a hypocrite. I basically cheated on Toby with Chris, some might say it's just a kiss but I think that's even worse than sex in a way... It's more intimate. So I've fucked  up and I need to tell Toby cuz it's eating me alive. I haven't spoken to Chris and it's been 3 days. He sent me a text asking if Dre could stay the whole week and I'm fine with it. In a way it's better, I don't really wanna have to face him. I juss feel like such a hypocrite because I'm the one that's always against cheating, especially with whats happened in the past between me and Chris and what do I go and do? I kiss Chris, good one Kimora.

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I stayed at home all day eating a load of shit. I shouldn't really be eating all of this, but I juss need to take my mid off of this whole situation. It isn't really working to be honest.

I haven't told Simi and I'm kinda scared to cuz I know she's gonna be disappointed. The only person I really need to be focusing on is Toby and how I'm gonna tell him about what happened between me and Chris. I can't even think straight us the words Chris said to me keep on replaying in my mind. He said that he's in love with me. I don't even know how to feel about it. I love the fact that he's expressing his feelings something he's always had trouble doing. I just feel like now is the wrong time. I always have loved Chris and I was in love with him for a long time, but now I don't know...

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Chris PoV:

"Chris could you say a lil sum at my wedding?" Mel asked as sat in the lounge watching re runs of Martin. Dre had fallen asleep in my arms.

"Sure, like what though?"

"Ion know, just talk about me and us growing up"

I nodded. "Coo'"

"Anyways I heard the radio interview" she said as I sighed.

"Yeah, and?" I said not really in the mood to talk about it.

"So you broke up with that Karrueche chick?"

"Aha" I replied.

"Good. I didn't like the girl. She seemed sneaky to me" she replied looking down at her nails.

I just shrugged and scrolled through my Instagram. As I liked a picture from one of my fanpages I got a text pop up. The number was unknown but there was a picture attached.

I opened the message and there was a picture of some guy kissing all up on some girl. People a weird as fuck these days. Ion wanna see allat shit. I sat there wondering who it was that sent me the picture and why they got my number, most importantly who they were. I took one more look at the picture and the nigga had a Jesus tattoo on his arm and kinda looked like Toby. I ain't tryna start shit but after looking at the picture a couple of times, I realised that this dude is Toby and he kissing some broad that ain't Kimora. Ion know if this is photo is old so ion think it's my place to say anythang or get involved so imma juss sit and mind my own business. Ion need ta be getting in anymore arguments with Kimora's lil feisty ass.

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Kimora PoV:

"Mommy?"

"Yes Andre?"

"Can we go to daddy's house?" He asked. I wasn't in the mood to be seeing Chris especially since we haven't spoken since the kiss.

"Baby momma's not in the mood. How about we watch a movie and order pizza tonight then tomorrow your dad can come pick you up after we do some reading?" I suggested hoping that he would drop it.